"Hey you remember when that faggot on twitter said you and him were talking?" Ray asks me while watching t.v. in my hotel room like always, he comes to my room.
"Yes I remember that and don't call someone a faggot just because there gay, that's so rude. " I say to him without a matter
"Yeah sorry man, anyway did you guys really talk ? I'm sorry just asking it just came to mind and I was just curious."
"Yeah whatever anyway yes I talked to him but not in the way he said I was talking to him in." I say with an attitude "did you and Nique really talk in the way the fans thought you guys were talking ?"
"Oh and.... no yes no" he says munching on his chips with his rude ass.
"Whatever Ray, go to sleep we have to get up early tomorrow" I say tucking myself into my bed
"I came to hang with you and you go to sleep on me ?" He asks looking up from the t.v. with the wtf' face.
"Yep, oh and hey close my door all the way next time you crazy dick lick had girls surrounding my bed and shit"
"Nigga calm yo balls, you could of gotten a girl damn that one girl was a angle sent from above."
"Yeah whatever douche" I mumble into my pillow and throw a pillow his way. I hear him smack his teeth but I don't say anything more.
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Its been about a week and were on our way back to Las Angeles to meet Prodigy at the airport. He might have left the group and he might of left out on the brother love we had going on.
"How long has it been since Craig left?" Ray asks without looking up from his phone
"Uhh its been like 6 or 7 months" Santo answers
"Dang prince we got some fake ass fans." Ray says a couple minutes later. What the fuck is he talking about.
"Why what's going on now ?" I ask with concern
"They still on the thinking of you being gay. Why would they keep thinking that even after we made it clear that it is not true? Can they be any more concerning ? Like come on now." Ray replies which just leave me silent I don't even bother to say anything, because its true and I'm tired of denying it and tired of hiding inside of a shell like it really doesn't matter when it really does.
"Prince man what's up ? Do you have something you should tell us?" Santo Breaks me out of my thoughts
"Yes man I'm fine. I just found myself In a trance or some shit" I say agusting myself in the chair I'm sitting in *failed to spell*
"Ightt , you've been off lately there's something going on. We just want to know if your okay, something you need to tell us just talk to us it'll be fine. " Santo gives me a pat to the back and a concerned look
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Everyday it gets harder and harder keeping my secret to myself or Malissa in that matter. I can't believe she went threw my phone in the first place.
Me and Santo are sitting outside of jumba juice getting our drinks and then where going to go shopping.
I turn to look at him, the way his lips poke out and the juicy pinkness. God he's beautiful.
Being attracted to boys isn't something I was hoping for I was always different and I couldn't tell anyone of what I was thinking. I didn't wake up one morning and decided of who I liked I was born this way.
"You know prince, I know I look good but you don't have to stare buddy" I'm so ready to smack him in the face
They call our names I get up from the table to grab the drinks "don't flatter yourself bro" I give him my bitch face and hand him his drink
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"Okay the blue ones or black I like the black but then the blue is kinda . . . You know " I scrunch up my face to what I'm about to say "tight " I say under my voice
"Get the black the blue isn't that creative anyway" he says picking up a black shirt "with this " he examines me with smile and tops it off with a lick of the lips
"Who's the one stareing now?"
"Shut up afro bitch " he mumbles walking to the cash register
"Oh and you are so called Mr high and fly. With your gold chains and rapping skills have might I say "roczilla" there can't make no one scream ." I say throwing my stuff onto the counter
"Oh my god your hilarious " he is pretty much about to fall onto the floor from having his major laugh threat
"Oh my god get can we totally get a picture with you two" a white girl followed by two other wide eyed girls
"Yeah sure." I look around for someone to take our picture. My eyes stop at the cashier "Would you mind taking our picture ?"
"Oh my god look at the one with the big booty" Santo whispers in my ear before posing
"Yasss !" I try to make it seem like I care, to be honest she's cute and all but knowing that santo thinks she's cute makes it just lower her cuteness.
"Thank you . It was nice seeing you guys" one of the blondies say walking out, but I notice there is only one following her I turn to see the browned haired big booty girl flirting with Santo she flips her hair to the side and parts the back you know the thing that nicki manaj always does.
"Oh really ? Well if you guys come by san antonio I'll be there." She gives him a hug and ass flopping side to side when she walks off. I give a stank face and glance at Chress in which is standing there with the biggest smile.
I grab my bag from the counter and put in my card code. I feel Chress a little closer then usual, I feel his breath on the back of my neck. I shoot my head up in satisfaction trying not to let out a moan.
"You know dude I really don't want you to steal my identity and blow out my card." and say grabbing my bag and walking over to the door
"hey bro wait up" he yells from the other side of the store
"yeah sure " I yell back only to leave the store on him and sitting on the bench on the corner of the mall
"dude I said wait man" he throws his hands up and drops them to his side
"and I said sure" I get up and walk into Hot Topic "mother fucker I waited didn't I ?" I ask with out looking back, he gives a chuckle and shakes his head at me
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I Had Just Got Done With This Chapter. I Slept In Today So I Decided To Stay Home From School And Finish Extra Homework And Do The Chapters Of My Stories .
Hope You Guys Like It . Comment Some Suggestions On The Next Chapter . Prince And Roc Won't Start Showing Feelings For Like Another 6 Chapters . Anyway Hope You Guy's Like.
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