Coming Out (Royce)

Stay Quiet Ch.2

    "Man come on it's not funny anymore." Lala says to me wrapping her hands around my neck

    "Haha yes it is. I'm telling you, you should of sawn your face when we got upside down." I jerk around in her arms

     "Ha so you were sneaking peaks at me."

     I lift her hand off of my shoulder "No I wasn't sneaking peaks its just that you came seen to my eyes." I walk away with that.

     I don't know how I'm going to tell her that she was just a plan. The bad part is that, we were a plan the whole time. I didn't think about the feelings that she could have caught on the journey of our "relationship". It all was a selfish idea. I know I should have never even thought of a cold hearted idea.

   "You know you don't have to be such an ass whole to her." Melissa pops up from behind me after Lala finally leaves me alone

   "What do you mean?" I say in the most innocent way I could but yeah that ruins my whole cover.

    "Jacob I know about you." I just sit there with the dummiest look on my face. Like really that's all "your gay, I saw messages to some guy on your phone." She continues

    "Oh my god, stop what the hell is wrong with you?" I say to her she can't whisper at all if you ask me, you can never have a whispering conversion with Malissa "and I'm not gay I'm bisexual thank you very much. " I continue with a hand going threw my hair and a roll of eyes

    "Well I'm sorry you little man loving bitch,but maybe you should tell them your little secret before team mindless let's it out of you." And with that she was out

    I can't tell if I tell I'm going to be weirder around Santo and I just can't let him find out. I don't want him to find out.

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    It was me and the boys at my house for taco Sunday, yes this is how we spend our Sundays when we are in Las Angeles. Ray insist on my mom cooking the food always my mom or my tia's never would he let me cook not even Bella. Who knows what the hell is wrong with him.

    "Mijo would you please tell me what has been up with you lately its been really worrying me" my ma comes and sits in the living room with me and the boys.

    "Mi mama please I really don't want to talk about it." By now the attention is on me

    "You know bro we've all been noticing the same thing" Santo says looking up from his phone

    "Please stop, okay yes I'm not okay but no I don't want to talk about it ." I say in irritation

     There was just a huff of annoyed breaths going across the room which just made me more irritated. My skin was crawling and my breaths got angrier .

    I stand up and walk back and forth across the room running my hands threw my hair and taking huge breaths. "Okay ? I'll tell you guys when I feel the need it needs to be told. If I tell you everything you see in me, everything you thought in me would be different and rite now just isn't the rite time to tell you guys"

   "Fine we will wait if that's what you want . Take your time but we just thought you needed to be looked out for." Ray says and gets up and walks his way to the kitchen "who's ready to eat "