Dear You,
Most people would understand why they have a crush on people but me no I have no idea why I have a crush on you. I mean we’ve known each other 13 years and we have always been friends, I know what you want to do when your older, which I think is stupid idea of a job but if it makes you happy then I guess I’ll play along and pretend I’m happy for you, but I wish you chose a normal job and not one that might get you killed.
As I was saying I have no idea why I have a crush on you, we were friends with benefits, yer hard to believe I know.
I don’t get any of the silly things that people are supposed to get when they have a crush on someone… I don’t get butterflies in my stomach and I don’t get tongue tied when I’m around you… but then again I don’t get tongue tied around any lad.
The only thing I get when I see you is I can never seem to look away… my friends could be talking to me for about 10 minuets but I wont be listening to them I’ll just be pretending I am, but really I’ve spent them 10 minuets staring at you just trying to figure you out… I still haven’t!
You have no idea about this crush, I mean you asked me out countless of times and I said no… why? Because I hate commitment, I hate relationships, I honestly do the excuses I told you were also true, but the main one is I don’t like relationships, I don’t like trust, I don’t like commitment and worst of I don’t believe in love…
Love
Your Friends with Benefits Girl
Danielle
YOU ARE READING
30 Day Letter Challenge
RandomThis was for me to understand my life and tell my friends how much they mean to me even if they never see the letters, read my letters and get to know me from my point of view.
