16. Wedding Jitters

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Jane's P.O.V.

Ang hirap nito! It's Sunday evening na.. Wala man lang akong bridal shower.

Uhmm.. Shower sa banyo nina Payat! Yun na 'yun.. Ang saya lang diba?

Nakakafrustrate talaga! Kahit buong araw kaming nasa salon at nagpaganda mula ulo hanggang paa, feeling ko.. Ang haggard at ang pangit ko pa rin!

Siguro mga apat na oras din na may nakapatong na cucumber sa mata ko. Tapos kalahating oras naman na may yelo. XD Medyo malala na yata yung eyebags ko.. Sana nado-donate 'to para naman nakatulong ako at nabawasan din diba..

Pero yun nga..

Ang lola niyo ay wala na yata talagang pag-asa..

Naiisip ko palang yun.

Wala na! I'm doomed!

Flashback

"I guess.." pa-suspense na sabi ni Mark habang muntanga akong naghihintay sa sasabihin niya. Ang lakas ng kabog ng dibdib ko. Pakiramdam ko malapit lang ito sa tenga ko at tinalo pa ang speakers sa tuwing nagbu-boom ito.

"I guess.. I have to think about it."  he stated firmly. Without a blink. No emotions could be seen in his eyes. Just a blank stare, I suppose.

I don't know how will I react to his answer. Would I shout at him hysterically or be cold as him as he was to me.

"Alright! I'll respect whatever your decision is." I said as I stood up. Fighting to hold back my tears from frustration and hope that faded.

"I'm sorry.." I heard him whisper under his breath.

Pero hindi ko na pinansin pa iyon at umalis na lang ako. I don't know kung sasagot pa ba ko or hindi na lang. But my system didn't react to it. Which was a good thing for me. Tama na ang pagiging reactive ko sa lahat ng sasabihin niya.

I didn't looked back as I left the place. I just get inside my car then drove away.

Hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta until Jean called.. 

I answered my phone. Wala akong pakialam kahit mabangga pa ko.

"***** Bar. See you there!" then she hang up. Yun lang at nung nakarating naman ako sa place ay umorder agad ako ng tequila.

Kahit mahina ako sa inumin na ito!

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