I'm a Sexay Gay and I Know It

Day 10

Day 10:

Morning; Saturday 9:39 am

I can feel somebody shaking me, but I don't want to get up so I leave my eyes closed. The shaking stops at last and I try to fall asleep again. But then something is pushed to my ear:

"Ohh, well imagine, as I'm pacing the pues in a church corridor and I can't help but to hear; no i can't help, but to hear an exchanging of words. What a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding, it's a brides maid to; oh, yes, but what a shame, what a shame the poor groom's bride is a WHORE. I CHIME IN WITH THE HAVEN'T YOU PEOPLE EVER HEARD OF CLOSING THE GOD DAMN DOOR. NO IT'S MUCH BETTER TO FACE THESE KIND OF THINGS WITH A CERTAIN POISED RATIONALITY...OH, well in fact, we'll all look at it this way, I mean I'm technically married to saint. This calls for a toast so poor the champaign...I CHIME IN WITH THE HAVEN'T YOU PEOPLE EVER..."-I Write Sins Not Tragedies by Panic! At the Disco

I mummble in my pillow, "Jommy turrr itttt off.(Johnny turn it off)" Johnny is like, "What's that Sunny? This is the wrong song to play okay I'll play a different one." I can here him scroll for a song and I just stay with my face in my pillow; refusing to get up:

"Back to the street where we begin, feeling as good as lovers can you know. Yeah and we're feeling so good thinking of things we shouldn't read, it looks likes the end of history as we know. it's just the end of the world...into a room where it's nine in the afternoon. and we know that it could be... because it's nine in the afternoon, your eyes are the size of the moon, your good so you get so you do. we're feeling so good..."-Nine In the Afternoon by Panic! At the Disco

I take a quick peek at the clock. HOLY VIRGIN LADY! It is nine in the afternoon. Wait, hold my unicorns. It's not possible to be nine in the afternoon. But, anyhow, me and Johnny are supposed to meet his friends up at the mall. "Johnny, we're almost late." I look at Johnny and he's already dressed. How is this possible? He goes to sleep later than me and wakes up earlier.

"That's what I've been trying to tell you sleeping beauty, but you refused to wake up. That's why I played Panic! At the Disco's NIne in the Afternoon song."

I hurry up and get dressed and pretty soon, we're at the mall.

10:23 am

Christian and Michael wave hi to me and Johnny, once we get there. Willy runs into Johnny's arms, "You guys fuckin' made it." Johnny hugs Willy back and I wish I could have made it a threesome or just shoved Willy outta the way. Derine is hugging me all of a sudden and I have no idea where he came out of. "Hi, Sunny you looked like you needed a hug." And I am happy to say that I did; except I didn't say that because instead I just hugged him back. We're just standing there and Derine is just hugging me non-stop. Then he kisses me on the chin. I blush helplessly and we enter the mall. Well, Michael did give me a warning on the kissing randomly thing, that I might get from these guys.

We walk into the mall, happily chatting and hugging each other, but Derine is holding my hand and smiling. It's nice to see him smile. It's nice to see Johnny smile. It's nice to see all of us smling. I could get used to this. Oh yeah, we're sexay gays and we know it. LOL

We all enter the mall and start to walk around like idiots. I'm in Hot Topic and Johnny's across in the FOREVER 21 yelling, "I FUCKIN LOVE YOU SUNNY!!!" Then he blows me a kiss and I swear we have a crowd watching us. I start to blush and then, oh crap, Johnny is next to me. He grabs me, kisses me and unleashes his tongue action into my mouth. I start to melt.

Willy and Sam go off to look at the pants; the neon pants to be specific. A guy with a mohawk and a leapord print dyed to each side of his head, starts to eye me. My brain goes onto creepy-ass-stalker alert and I walk back to Johnny's side. He's eyeing which chained wallet he should buy. It looks like he's trying to choose between a Adventure Time, Slipknot, and Gorillaz wallet. I can see why he is so confused; I wouldn't know which wallet to choose since they are all so awesome. But, Christian doesn't seem to have a problem at all. He chooses the black leather one with a red S; the Slipknot wallet. "OH, Oh, OHHHHHH. Buy that one Johnny. Slipknot is fuckin awesome!! I can't believe your deciding when there is a SLIPKNOT wallet amongst your choices; S-L-I-P-K-N-O-T; ssssssssssslllllllllllliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiippppppppppppppkkkkkkkkkknnnnnnnnnnnnnnoooooooooooooottttttttttttttttttt."  Just then something unsuspected happens; Michael starts to sing:

"Feels Good...City's breaking down on a camel's back. They just have to go because they don't know...A melancholly town where they never smile. Windmill, widmill for the land turn forever hand in hand...Love forever, love is free. let's turn together you and me. windmill for the land is everybody in. Laughing gas... like ass cracks. ladies, ponies at the track. it's my chocolate let it tap. watch me as i gravitate, hahahaha. we'll go ghost town this motown with... so don't stop get it, get it...whatch the way I navigate hahahahaha."

After he finishes singing Feels Good Inc., "Are you guys crazy, Gorillaz is awesome too!!!" We're all laughing because of his random timing to start singing that song; even Derine and Christian are laughing and that random guy who seems to be in charge of this Hot Topic outlet. We all stop because that guy made it an AWKWARD moment; no offence. Damn, I hate those type of people, they always ruin the good times.

Michael finds a panda Beanie with flaps and puts it on his head. He could make a sexy panda with his pure white skin and hair and his black outlined eyes. Derine and Johnny whistle at Michael; he responds with a sexy pose and we all just laugh again. Michael just keeps on going with the poses like as if he is in front of a camera and we all join in with the whistling. Michael would make a hilarious, bisexual, scene, emo model; and that is a fuckin' fact.

We spent three hours in Hot Topic. Michael ended up buying the adorable panda hat; Johnny bought all the wallets; Willy a pair of neon pants; Sam a pair of neon-green suspenders with black metal clasps; Derine bought a new pair of skinny plugs for his ears; I bought nothing. But, Christian, God, he went overboard and bought $156 dollars worth of shirts; since each shirt is practically 25 dollars each plus tax. He bought a Greenday, Gir, Nightmare Before Christmas, DeathNote, and a My Chemical Romance shirt of the band in the Black Parade.

2:40 pm

"Who's fuckin' hungry because I think I could eat a gay guy right this second if I don't get anything to eat.", says Michael. Johnny just answers back, "Eat anybody you want Michael, just don't eat Sunny because he's my dessert after this meal." He flashes me a smile and winks at me. "Johnny, you know I'm not your boyfriend, right?" Johnny looks at me like one of those hurt-homeless dogs, "Sunny you don't love me? I thought we had something special..." He moves his fist to his heart. "...I slept with you." Is it just me or the way that the last part came out sounded so wrong. "Johnny you did sleep with me, but only as brothers." I knew it was something more, but I just didn't want to face that me and Johnny would be together yet; or did I? Derine pops into the conversation happily, "So, Sunny, your not taken yet?"

I look at him. Great another guy to deal with. "No, I'm not taken Derine, but that doesn't mean anything. I'd just like to be friends with all of you guys first before I go into anything serious. The whole time Johnny is just staring at me; like as if he was too traumitized to move. Christian, being rich and all, paid for our lunch of two Dominos pizza. We dropped our stuff off in the car and sat on the sidewalk, enjoying our delicious pizza. I couldn't really enjoy because everytime I bit into my pizza, I would see Johnny staring across at me with those sad eyes of his. Whoever claimed that eating pizza makes you happy is fuckin' wrong and I WILL kill them!!

We finished eating and I take Johnny with me to the back of the mall where we could, hopefully, be alone. I looked him in the eyes and hugged him. He seemed suprised. "What's wrong Johnny? Why aren't you yourself?" I say to him. He hugs me tighter and I back my head away from him, look him straight in the face, and kiss him with all that I've got. He responds to me with a harder kiss upon my lips. I do like Johnny, no, LOVE him, but I just lose it when he says certain things, in a CERTAIN way.

He turns us around and bumps me against the concrete of the wall. My waist is pinned against the wall with his hands. We take a breather, "Sunny, I don't get you? Do you love me or not?" I answer him with a gentle peck on the lips, "What do you think, Johnny?" He smiles to my response and I'm glad that I made him happy. But, as I'm hugging Johnny, I can see Derine watching me, looking like a broken man. When we make eye contact, he just turns his head around and walks away. What have I done?

What will happen next? In the End who will get Sunny? I'm serious. I don't know who's gonna get who. I make this all up as I go. I don't make rough drafts or anything. I just pull it all out of my head. I kinda want Derine to get Sunny, but then it would be happier in the end to know that Sunny got with Johnny. Give me your opinions on who should end up with who. Thanxxxx. Vote please. Help me to reach 300 votes I will forever appreciate you. It would be fuckin' awesome to get my book published for real though. Oh, If I get at least 15 votes on this one chapter I'll continue, If not, I don't know maybe I'll just make this the last chapter and keep you thinking; so tell peeps about this book. That's how evil I am. >:D Mwahaha

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