I don't remember the last time I felt like I could breathe, theres a fucking hole in my chest where my lungs and heart should be. I have this constant feeling that I'm bursting into flames and then the wind storms in and scatters my ashes over and over. How is it possible i can feel nothing at once? Am I dead inside or in love with the world? I don't know what to do or who I am, I don't know anything anymore all I know is I don't have much time left and I'm fading away. Why doesn't anyone notice I'm going insane, I'm not okay, nothing is okay, everything is going wrong and I can't breathe, I can't breathe, I can't breathe
