Tears building up within my eyes,
But I can't let them out.
I feel the stabs into my stomach,
And I can't escape them.
Their words running constantly through my head,
And I can't think of anything else.
All the laughs, the stares,
I want to get away from them,
Get out of this room.
I want to be anyone but me.
I feel a huge scream building up in me,
Threatening to escape my mouth.
But I can't.
So my throat traps it.
Everything is trapped.
And it just keeps hurting more and more.
