2:32am around this time you realize that you are not okay, that everyone around you is safe in their dreams while you are wide awake by all the demons that don't let you sleep, your thoughts begin to spiral and downward you go, as soon as your first tear falls, it's like you've called in a storm, your heart is in tangles and your mind is a mess, you find yourself scattered, drowning in a sea of your own sadness, and now you lay away wishing you spent the night counting stars, instead of all the problems in your life.
