i'm ready to be happy

part 3 of these fuckers

6:23 am
4/1/17

I can hear the whispers in the hall
"He's so fat"
"He's so ugly"
"Who the fuck does she think she is"
Well who the fuck do you think you are?
I listen to these hypocrites that in the presence of something bigger
Preach about kindness and bullshit that is immediately forgotten when
They see that post
Check their snap
Make sure they leave a comment
Make sure they know how worthless they are
To them
AM I THE ONLY ONE THAT UNDERSTANDS THAT THERES ENOUGH SHIT TO GO THROUGH?
There is no time to talk about them because
Wouldn't you rather save a life from hell than
Hang it with the noose of your tongue or
Slit the throats of your victims with the sharpness of the pain you give
And leave them to drown in their own blood?
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2:03 pm
6/20/17

the first thing I think of when I read this is anger. you can immediately tell I was upset I mean hell, I used caps. these topics piss me off so much, and that's how I start writing these really emotional pieces. it's the same thing with "Isolation," how it's about everyone thinking they're hot shit when in actuality they're just like everyone else, they just make everyone else think they're higher up, which is bullshit.

another note, this is about a past relationship, but what bugged me is that during, or in the beginning, everybody was buzzing and it's extremely rude. the things they would say were so mean, and they weren't directed at me but my boyfriend and that just really pissed me off. how dare they think they can just talk about someone without their knowing and be okay with it? that's wrong, so fucking wrong.