He's my mate?!... No he doesn't love me!

Part 2: Store

I walked out of the house and boy was it cold!! I hurried up and walked too the store. It took forever and the wind was starting to pick up and it was getting dark pretty fast. Now I’m paying for not eating. I think it took like an hour for me too get here or maybe I’m just exaggerating I don’t know. I walked in the store and grabbed some number 3 diapers and some baby food and juice . I paid for the stuff and then I sat down for a little and then I felt like buying me something too eat so I bought me a soda and a burger and fries from the inside store. I sat at a little table by myself and ate after I got finished I got all the bags and picked them up and walked out of the store.

“ Hey do you need a ride ma’am?” some dude asked

“ No thanks” I said still walking

“ well you can ride in the back”

“ No I’m fine” I said again and starting walking faster

He drove off and I started my long journey back home “ Mom I miss you a lot I don’t think words can explain how much I’ve missed you. I’m tired of being by myself I’m tired of living off of people. I’m just tired of being tired mom, but I hope your proud of me and how I’ve raised Jason . I try my best to make you happy, and I didn’t mean to get pregnant so please don’t be mad at me. But I thought I would take time too say that I love you and you still mean a lot to me and that…..

“ Ma’am? Do you need a ride?. I wont hurt you I promise, you can trust me” someone said pulling beside me in a white van/truck.

“ Well I’m almost home but thanks”

“ Well you wont have to walked and carry those heavy bags ma’am.” he said

“ Ugh I guess .” I said getting into the car.

“ Thanks btw. I’m tired” I said looking at him

“ No problem , so where do you live?” he asked

“ Oh well you just keep straight and the house is on your right” I said smiling

We sat there in silence for while and the radio was up just a little. It was akward . Then suddenly he took a left. “ my house isn’t this way?” I said too him looking at him

“ oh this is just the quicker way” he responded

“ what’s more quicker than I straight away?” just let me off right here this would be fine” I said

“ he stopped his car and I took off my seat belt. someone put there hand over my mouth and drugged me to the back of the car.” what are you doing let me go” I screamed

*Right hook to my eye*. “ PLEASE STOP!!!!” I cried as I start feeling that punch to my eye.

Tears flowed down my eyes heavily as whoever start feeling all over me and pulling down my pants. I held on to my pants until there was multiple punches to my face and chest. I let go and tried to find my breath. I couldn’t breath anymore. It was hard for me to even see.

He unbuttoned my pants and took off my panties I could feel his self on me and I wanted to throw up, but nothing would come out. He thrashed into me and I screamed more than I ever had and more tears rolled down my face. He squeezed my boobs as he stroked . I laid there looking above me at there roof trying to ignore everything that was going on around me. wishing someone would come and save me wishing someone would actually care for me wishing someone could actually love me but I knew in my heart no one did. who loved me? and no one liked me. Who was I too everyone?? Just some white trash that got beat by her dad. I smirked at the saying white trash. I was the true meaning. I hated my life, and so did everyone else!. Why did I have to be born WHY MOM. WHY DID YOU MAKE SUCH AN UGLY DISASTER I thought in my mind as tears rolled down my face. Or maybe I just wanted to feel sorry for myself,