Not sure how I lived without you (Jacob black)

Chapter 7

Leah

Why did she need to be back? I knew it was only matter of time before she poked her nose in. I didn't want her to know anything , she hadnt even bothered to come to my dads funeral and now she turns up here and pretends nothing has happened. What and now she's all lovey dovey with Jake. We don't need anyone else knowing. Yeah okay I missed her but she didn't seem to miss me. I don't need one more person to hate me . I wanted someone to understand for once. I couldnt even talk to my mum anymore. I wanted someone to care.

Jess

"Leah can we talk?" I asked cautiously I didn't know If she still saw me as her friend anymore.

"fine" she grumbled. Kicking the chair back under the table and walking outside. I followed her out, she was slumped against the porch door way.

" so why are you back jess?" she spat like my name was something dirty.

" Because I wanted to come home, I missed Jake and the guys and you " I was trying to be nice but she wasn't making it easy, she didnt even look at me , it was like I was medusa and just a look would turn her to stone. But by the sounds of her heart was already stone.

" Yeah, well sorry if I'm not to welcoming to my supposed best friend, the one that can't even turn up to my dads funeral " she turned to give me a glare that could literally have killed me.

" I'm sorry, I wnted to but by the time Jake got hold of me to tell me the funeral was the next day and I couldn't get a flight back in time , I sent a card, did you not get it? " I asked. I walked closer to her and put my hand on her shoulder.

" no we didn't, I needed you here, things have been difficult with my dad and with Sam which I expect Jake has told you about" she hissed, obviously her and Jake weren't the best of friends.

" I'm sorry , I'm here now okay , you can tell me everything" I smiled , I didn't know how bad Leah Was hurting , I should have been here. Jake should of told me things had got this bad.

" I'm sorry , I shouldn't have spoke to you that way, I just wanted you to be here" she gave me a faint smile.

" I'm here okay" I wrapped my arms around her and she loosely wrapped her arms around me.

Jake

Leah and jess walked back into the kitchen with big smiles on there faces. I think this is the first time I have seen Leah smile in over two years. Everyones mouths were wide open with shock. Jess was so amazing that she could make Leah happy I couldn't have picked a better person to imprint on.

" you two okay?" I whispered in her ear as she sat beside me. She nodded and smiled .

" So what are you all upto today? " emily smiled while setting a plate of cookies on the table.

" we all know what jareds doing" Quil winked

" Ayyy Ayyy" all the guys laughed. Emily once again hit Quil round the head. He still had the smirk plastered on his face.

" Well I still have unpacking to do" jess said looking to me.

" Guess that's what I'm doing to" I grumbled. She hit my arm.

" Guess we know who wears the trousers in that relationship" paul snickered. I through a cookie and hit him right in the nose.

"No throwing food" Sam shouted. I just looked down at my feet. Paul laughed.

" So you want to help Paul , good then I have some quite heavy boxes moving " jess smirked that made Paul shut up. Wow she's amazing

Jess

We had just finished unpacking everything I was just unpacking the last of my clothes. The boys were eating the contents of my fridge. Jake bounded into my room with a beer in his hand.

" Drinking are we black? " I laughed. He was an awful drunk he just did things that were completely stupid.

" only a few " he smiled and planted soft kisses on my neck while his hands caressed my waist.

" is there something you want? " I giggled.

"hmm yeah, you know you want it to" he smirked and kissed me softly and it made me literally melt. I pulled away from him even though I didn't want to.

"Not with them all in the next room, sorry" I laughed walking away and putting the final dresses into my walk in wardrobe, the best bit of my room.

"argh, but I'm all turned on" he whinned.

" sorry some other time" I smiled poking my head out of the wardrobe door. He glared at me and I just laughed.

" What is in the shoebox that says poetry on? " he asked although it was an obivious question.

" Well not say the obvious but poetry dumbass" I laughed.

" Can I read it? " he shouted to me as I was putting away shoes.

" No , inless you want to have one less arm" I snapped.

"ooo feisty, I like it " he winked at me.