snapchat ⚣ joshler [✔︎]

twenty

trigger warning!
you can skip this chapter if self harm, thoughts of suicide etc. triggers you. i don't want anyone to be hurt.
please be safe.

the muscular body took the small boy in his arms and started to wash the wounds on his upper thighs.
-ouch! tyler screamed out every now and then.
-it's okay baby, it's gonna be okay. josh only answered while the other boy cried out on his shoulder.
-josh, i'm sorry. don't be mad at me. the small boy begged.
-why would i be mad at you cutie?
-because-because everyone else are always mad when they get to know i do this. but i haven't done it in a long time i swear! his voice was pleading and full of guilt.
-am i everyone else? josh stopped washing the wounds for a moment and looked at tyler who only shook his head sadly.
-see. tyler it's okay, but please don't do this again, you can hurt yourself really bad..
-th-that's kind of the point. the glowy-eyed boy whispered to himself but josh heard.
-ty.. don't say that. please promise me to not leave me. he stopped washing again to look at tyler.
-okay, i promise. he hesitated before saying the simple words but decided to stay alive for this boy who he barely knew.