Baby Craige (SPG)

Chapter 10

Chapter 10: I'm Sorry.

Ace's point of view

I was about to close my eyes and sleep to rest my mind about between me and Zein. When I heard the door open and closed. I wandered kong sino naman ang pumasok sa condo ko, isn't a thief? Tsk... imposible even Race did not know my password. Well, kung sa bagay thief nga diba? Kaya nga gagawan ng paraan? Tss.. but my password is really complex. Only Zein knows my password. Baka naman bumalik siya para balikan ako I mean para balikan ang pillow niya na si Dora. Ang assuming ko talaga. I hurt her kaya bakit naman niya gagawin yun? Napahinto ako sa pagiisip ko.

I miss her. Hindi ako sanay na hindi ko siya katabi, I miss her goodnight kiss, her smile that widen my life. I miss everything on her. He was like a drug that runs my head and makes me crazy everytime I think of her. I was really miss her. I wish hindi ko nalang sinabi yun.

I let out a deep sighed.

"Shit! I miss her so bad!" Sabi ko sa sarili ko saka pinikit nalang ang mga mata ko. Hindi ko nalang pinansin ang nakapanloob sa condo ko. Wala ako sa mood ngayon bahala siya sa mga kukunin niyang gamit kung sakaling mangnanakaw nga iyon. I swear Matutulog na talaga ako.

"Ace..." Agad na napadilat ang mga mata ko. It was a real? Or hallucinations ko lang? But her voice was really true and real. I heard sobbing. Don't tell me na andito siya? I know it was her. Agad akong napabangon sa higaan at dahan dahang binuksan ng kunti ang pintuan ng aking kwarto saka sumilip. Inigala ko ang aking mata sa sulok ng condo nato and I saw Zein. My eyes widen as I saw her. I miss her. nasa salas siya while sitting in the couch and holding the bottle of drink. Lumapit ako sa kanya saka umupo sa kanyang tabi.

"Zein..." I whispered."Stop that darling.."kinuha ko ang bottle at Inilayo ito sakanya. Lumapit ito sakin our face is just an inch. And I could feel the smell of her drink. But she still sweet as candy. My breath hitched as I felt stir inside my pants. Ghad damn it! She was so fuckin drunk. She bit her lips. I was fucking froze when she did that!

"Kaya ko rin naman ibigay sayo ang ibinibigay ng Secretarya mo Ace eh.. Sawa ka na ba sakin? Anong kulang sakin? Am I not enough? Panget ba ako? Kapalit Palit ba ako?"she cried. I chuckled a little ng sabihin niya yung last part. Ex and whys na ba tayo nito?

"No." I bit my lower lips to stop in smiling. Alam ko na ang sasabihin niya.

"Then why!!"she shouted as she hit my chest kaya napaatras ako.

"Zein... its not what you think. About that secretary, she's not my type. Look Zein.. hindi ka panget. Eh ano naman ngayon kong ganun? Look. I'm sorry Zein. I miss you please forgive me. I swear to God I'm not going to hurt you again just please come back. I love you Zein and I miss you so bad." I cried.

Totoo yun. I miss her. I love her. Kahit ano pa siya at sino pa siya it was only her. My heart was made just for her. It was all true and real. Napaiyak ako dahil namiss ko siya ng sobra I love her very much. I realize now na hindi ko nga kayang mawala siya sakin. I promise that I would never ever let this happened again! Like ever! I would pretty sure I'll fight for her and I would never let myself na pangunahan na naman ako ng galit at takot ko.

"Ace, I love you. I love you so much. And I miss you so bad darling." She said while smiling. Biglang gumaan ang pakiramdam ko ng makita siyang ngumiti.