Chapter 29: I want to cry

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"Princess, kanina ka pa umiiyak dyan. Di ka pa ba nagsawa kakaiyak?" kuya Eros said after he entered my room.

But I didn't say any word.. I just want to cry and to cry.. Hanggang sa magsawa na ako kakaiyak.. Hanggang sa wala ng luha na tutulo sa mga mata ko.. I just want to cry.. I want to cry.. As long as I can..

"Hoy ano ba?! Hindi ka ba talaga titigil dyan?!" this time galit na si Kuya.

Pero hindi ko parin sya tinitignan at kinikibuan.

"SCARLET YOON!"

This time napatingin na ako sa kanya. Ngayon nya lang kase ako tinawag sa pangalan ko after so many years.

"Ba..bakit ba kuya Eros?" I asked.

"What do you want to do in your life?! Do you want to die?! Ilang araw ka ng hindi kumakain ng maayos at tatlong araw ka ng hindi pumapasok. Gusto mo bang makick-out sa school nyo?!" Galit na sabi nya.

"But.. *sniff* Kuya I don't want to go to school.. I.. I don't want to see *sniff* him.. I don't want to see them. I think my heart will explode when I see them." I said.

Patuloy parin ako sa pag-iyak.

Kuya Eros tapped my back.

"Do you think Owy really did that to you?" Kuya asked.

"Yes! I saw it. You saw it. The pictures!! Proof yun sa panlolokong ginawa nya sa akin!" I snorted.

"Pinag-explain mo ba sya?" He asked.

I shooked my head.

"No need. I don't want to hear his explanation. I don't want to hear any word from him!" I said, angerly.

"But--"

"Kuya! Di ba dapat you'll get angry to him because he hurts me.. Why are you like this kuya? Ako yung sinaktan at niloko nya." I said.

"Because he loves you.. so much." Kuya said seriously.

"Love? Love ba yun? Sinaktan nya ako." I said.

"I know him. Alam ko na hindi nya magagawa yun. Hindi ka nya magagawang saktan at lokohin. He really loves you. At alam ko na may dahilan kung bakit napunta sayo yung mga pictures na yun." He said.

Hindi ako nagsasalita. Tinitignan ko lang si Kuya. Parang ang lungkot ng mukha nya.

"Ayoko na matulad ka sa akin.." yumuko sya. "Ayoko na magsisi ka in the end dahil lang sa hindi mo pinakinggan yung explain ni Kris. Ako kase hindi ko pinakinggan yung explaination ni Eya noon. Kaya huli na ng nalaman kong may cancer pala sya. Hindi ko man lang nasabi sa kanya kung gaano ko sya kamahal. Ayoko na matulad ka sa akin Scar. Ayoko." Kuya said, sadly.

Tumingin sya sa akin at ngumiti. I dare you it's a fake one.

"Think about it, princess." Kuya said bago sya lumabas ng kwarto ko.

I fell inlove with that STUPID JERK (ft. Kris Wu Of EXO)Tahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon