suicide note [ ᴷᵀᴴ ⁺ ᴶᴶᴷ ] [#wattys2017]

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hey,, i'm sorry if you thought i had updated, i haven't, but there's something i need to tell you.

this sunday, my cat got sick, and me and my mum went to the vet with him this morning and we don't know if he'll be able to make it, because the vet didn't fully know what the problem was. i don't want this to be too long, but if we don't see any changes in a weeks time, we'll have to let him go.

i don't want to explain everything in detail, i can just say that i've cried a lot today and i am exhausted, don't expect me to update. i might do it anyways in a few days maybe just bc i am like that, but just don't have expectations. there's so much going on and to simplify – i've never had such a connection with a cat (or any animal) before, and it probably sounds silly to those of you who don't know what i mean, but losing him will ruin me.

i'm sorry you have to wait, but i want to think about me and my own well-being first for once.

see you soon x