everyday I fake a smile
pretend to happy
just for you
everyday I laugh
but I know that my heart
has already torn inside of me
my heart was never full
after my dad left
I was so young
but this sadness still
stays with me
it's been so long
since I've seen him
I wish I could see
his face
one last time
I know that I'm living a lie
I know that my heart will never love
because of you
I might be pretty
I might be beautiful
but without your love
it all means nothing
I'll forever wait here
until you come
thinking to myself
I'm living a lie