This Is It [Book 1]*Re-Writing*

So This Is How It's Gonna Be

Yall get outside and start talking.

Ray: Whatcha need

Sha-Mia: I-I need you to keep Madison

Ray: I am keeping her?

Sha-Mia: I need you to like get custody of her

Ray: Dont get me wrong, I would love to but why

Sha-Mia: I got busted for drugs and i need to leave outta this place

Ray: Are you telling me you HAD DRUGS AROUND MY DAUGHTER!!

Sha-Mia: y-yes

Ray: WTF WERE YOU THINKING! OF COURSE IM GETTING CUSTODY OF MADISON AND A RESTRAINING ORDER AGAINST YOUR PUNK ***

Sha-Mia: You trying to tell me I wont be able to see Madison anymore

Ray: HELL NAW! (storms off into the house)

Ray walks in mad and sees you feeding Madi and goes and gets in his bunk. as he is almost asleep you walked up with Madison on your hip and moved the sheet

You: Whats wrong babe?

Ray: (turns around with tear strained eyes) We have to get custody of Madison

You: Is that a bad thing?

Ray: No, but she got busted for durgs.... (YN) SHE HAD DRUGS AROUND MY DAUGHTER! (starts crying again)

You: We will go up there 1st thing in the morning to get custody of her alright (thinking: Ive never seen Ray cry before)

Ray: okay, but i hate for you seeing me like this

You: You've been there for me and now its my turn and plus we need to punk Madi down for a nap

Ray: (chuckles) alright

You hand Madison to Ray and you climb in the bunk and yall finally get Madison to sleep so yall set your pillows up and walked down stairs and Ray sat on the couch and patted his leg saying that he wants you to sit oh his lap

You: Uhmm no

Ray: Why not

You: Cause im getting heavy and your litterly a stick with legs

Ray: Baby, your not heavy! (grabs your waist and pulls him onto your lap)

You: Ughh, whatever.... when yo legs snap dont say i didnt tell you

Ray: Your not any heavier than you were before

You: OH SO YOU CALING ME FAT NOW! (gets up)

Ray: No! Never that!

You: Nahh (getting tearly eyed) Im just a fat piece of shit.. (starting to go to the bunk)

Ray: (hops up and grabs your wrist) baby (looks over at Morgan)

Mo: (mouthing: moodswings)

Ray: Your just having moodswings, I would never call you fat. (pulls you into a hug)

You: Im sorry for yelling at you babe, i wish i could control it

Ray: I know you cant baby, and i have to think before i speak for the next 8 months

Yall cuddle up on the couch untill Madison starts crying you get up to get her because Ray fell asleep. You get to the back and Madison has completly slobbed all over herself so you changed her clothes and brought her back into the hang out room and Ray was up

Ray: Where you go booboo?

You: Booboo? Really?

Ray: (laughs) You dont like it?

You: It just doesnt fit something you would say

Ray: Anyways where'd you go

You: Wow. And your daughter was crying and you were asleep so i went and got here

Ray: Oh well alright, bring her here

You walk over to Ray and hand him Madison and sit down next to him. And yall could see that Madison was trying to say something.

Ray: Tell Daddy what your saying Madi

Madi: (Goo-Goo crap)

You: (singing) Madi-Madi Ma-Ma-Ma Madi

Ray: Haha, really babe?

You: You already know

Madi: (sneezes)

You&&'Ray: Bless You

Yall start watching tb and all of a sudden you hear Madison sat something that sounded like Mommy but you werent sure.

Ray: What was that Madi?

Madi: .......

You: (takes Madi from Ray) Whatcha say Madi... Or imma tickle it outta ya (tickles her)

Madi: (giggling) Mommy

You: (mouth drops; and whispers in Rays ear) im not her mom Ray

Ray: You care for her more than Sha-Mia did so in my eyes you are her mom (kisses her cheek) Im glad shes calling you mommy! Thats the best thing that could happen right now.

He smiles and gives you a passionate kiss and everybody goes to bed