Feelings

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Y/n's POV

I woke up 40 minutes before my first class, I know I'm lazy as fvck so I rush my shower and get dressed in my gray Gap v-neck, booty shorts, and my Keds. (or whatever you prefer)

I leave my wavy hair down and brush my brows, I don't need makeup so that's an advantage, and if so I will just do it at school because I don't have much time. I grab my bag and off to school
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Kendall's really beautiful I have classes with her but never really get a chance to talk to her but I'd talked to one of her friends

Hailey's nice and friendly and because she's always with Kendall

Sometimes I would just steal some glances at Kendall careful not to be caught by my very annoying best friend Elsa, she really likes to tease me because she said 'I get red easily and it's very funny' she makes fun of me and I can't do anything about it because if I did, it will be 10x annoyingly embarrassing with her comebacks

Elsa's great at that and I'm not planning to tell her about my crush on Kendall

Elsa knows I'm bi and she's cool with it but for her, she thinks 'I'm just confused and straight or maybe I'm just in love with the thought of girls being sweet and all because girls understand girls more than guys do so they know about the comfort a certain girl needs and because I'm very girly to be one and don't act like one

Right now I have English class and we have our assigned sits well mines at the middle back and Elsa's at the 3rd row which is in front of mines but at the side and the back of Hailey and Kendall's so I go there and say hi to Elsa because the teacher's not here yet and I have the chance to look at Kendall closely

"Hey, Elsa have you already heard the song of MGK and Camila Cabello's Say you won't let go cover? -Y/n

"No, not yet y/n and I don't know what that song is?" -Elsa

"Well here, let's hear it 'cause if not you'll going to regret half percent of your life" I say dramatically while going through my phone

"Omg y/n! you're right it's so good I can't believe MGK could sing like that and Camila wow that chic killed it" Elsa's now gushing while I'm busy stealing glances at Kendall's back

Then the teacher arrives "Ok class you'll be going to work as groups by making sales letter"

We decide to make our group which is me, Elsa, Devon, Romee, Hailey, and Kendall of course

While we were working Hailey's the one writing it down so we have to compress so I stand where Kendall is sitting and I see her looking at my chest and I instantly feel awkward

I think she didn't notice what she's doing so I move a little to help her act like she's just watching the other group at the back

We've been working on the sales letter for 30 minutes and I still didn't have the chance to talk to Kendall but she once laugh at my and Elsa's weirdness when I pussy slapped Elsa and Elsa decided to butt slapped mine at least she laughed right?

And that's the first time she ever recognized me, usually, it was just Hailey who would talk to me and she will just stay quiet or with her phone

While we were working on the letter I decided to put my hand on Kendall's shoulder acting cool and friendly I mean why not as long as she doesn't know my crush for her, I can
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It was lunch so we're at the cafeteria I only got my burger and coke while Elsa and Devon have their full meal

I'm eating my lunch while doing my assignment for our next class which is Biology

I notice that Kendall and her friends are at the other table beside ours and I want her to notice me, so I tell Elsa to feed me with her food so she did, after all, she's still full from eating at Mr. Dale's class yeah she's a sneaky bitch

Sadly she's not looking sigh she'll never notice me maybe she already has a boyfriend or a girlfriend? I don't know, I always see her on her phone or talking with someone on her phone
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Biology class just ended and we have our vacant hours so while we're all walking down the stairs. Then when I and Taylor are talking and I didn't notice my friends going the other way

"Y/n are you just gonna be there?" Elsa yells from the other side while walking with Devon

"No, wait! Bye Taylor!." And I run to them

After our vacant hours, we have math and I notice there's no Kendall I'm both worried and curious on why is she always absent in the afternoon or sometimes she would just absent is she sick or not feeling well? Is she absent because she has an appointment with the doctor? Or does she have a date? Ughh

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Kendall's POV

Well today I'm wearing my jeans and plain white shirt with my white shoes, yeah a plain day it's not colorful anyways and I head to school

I have English and the teacher said that we're going to make sales letter

I notice Y/n, she's very pretty and adorable she's wearing a very showy v-neck and I can't help but look and I snap back to reality when she moves to the side and that's when I got the chance to cover my embarrassment

I laugh because Y/n and her friend Elsa is so funny

Y/n and her are slapping each other's pussy and bum and then Y/n was begging for Elsa to stop because she's so loud and becoming annoying aww Y/n's so cute while pouting
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I and my friends are having lunch when Y/n and her friend sit at the table beside ours

We're talking about something when I heard Y/n telling Elsa to feed her, she is such a baby but when I see it I feel jealousy even though they were just friends I'm not denying it, I like Y/n I'm not just showing it because I know she's straight I don't want to be dumped or be broken and I'm happy when she's happy even just by looking afar
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We exit biology class, where at the stairs when I hear Y/n's voice she's talking to Taylor but when her friends call her it's like she's flirting with Taylor the way she said her bye. I know she didn't do anything besides waving but it like she didn't notice the time when she's talking to her and the way her voice..ahh her voice is so addicting I wanna listen to it all-day

Honestly, I don't feel good I think I might just skip class today

I was hanging out with my friends when I tell them I don't feel good and I'm going home well they agree but first, they were saying I'm always absent or something and they were worried I tell them I'm fine

Honestly, I don't think I will ever have a chance to Y/n heck I don't even talk to her I'm such a coward
I always admire her when I have the chance to without being a creep I don't think she'll notice anyway

And besides, she's straight I always hear her and her friends gossiping about boys or makeups and I don't see a sign of her liking girls, I'm not saying I want her to be lesbian or something but she can at least liked me

Deep breath, ok tomorrow I will try to talk to her and try not to be a pussy and change my mind

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Hey, beauties 😍 I just wanna say thank you to all who read and vote for my story even though I know it's not that good as the others have written but I'm doing my best not to let you read a crappy one hah sorry😂 and have a good day/night beautiful😘.

-Nine👑

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