Chapter 6

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(A/N) Ily so much guys, your comments makes me smile, and i just wanted to tell you that you are beautiful and perfect, don't ever let anyone change your mind about that. Because ya'll are perfect in your own way. Much love.

Demi's POV

"WHY?" he asked in disbelief

I didn't answer, i was ashamed, ashamed what he would think,that i am crazy and sick which i'm not.

" Demi.. are you fucking stupid?!" he screamed

" You don't understand!"

" You are fucking perfect, why would you do this! Why!" he screamed more louder

Is this a joke, he just said i was perfect?... Then who? Who were after me in 2 years and telling me that i was ugly, fat, worthless, WHO?

This was it, i'm done.

" PERFECT? " i laughed in disbelief

" perfect? i repeated

" Tell me, WHO WAS PUNCHING ME IN 8th GRADE AND TELLING ME I WAS UGLY? WHO WAS PUSHING ME TO MY LOCKER EVERY FUCKING SINGLE DAY AND TELLING ME I'M WORTHLESS? " i screamed all i could

" Demi.." he tried to come closer

" Liar. " i whispered and shook my head

" No" he whispered

" Answer me, what did i do to you?" i murmbled while wiping my tears away

He stayed silent

" Nothing." i said firmly and walked away.

Justin stood there and didn't move, i tried to calm myself down but i couldn't , he just agreed that he was a liar, all he just said was i lie.

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" Demi wake up" Diana called from downstairs

" Ugh" i groaned and stood up, it was Monday today. I basically cried whole saturday and sunday. I don't want to school.. I don't want to see Justin, i just screamed at him and then just walked away, what should i expect? He was my bully after all.

" Good morning" i said to Diana and grabbed an apple

" Morning" she smiled, i miss her true smile, i miss annoying Diana that screamed in the morning trying to wake me up.. i miss when she always was happy.. but not anymore and i am the problem.

" Breakfast?" she asked

" No thanks, i think i'll just go" i smiled and leaved.

It's better if i'm not close to her, she probably hates me, but doesn't show it.

" Demi! Honnyyy" i heard my best friend yell and then i couldn't stop laugh at how positive she always are.

" Hey" i greeted

" What's up, miss me?" she winked

" Sure i did" i giggled

" Demi" she sighed

" Don't blame yourself, it wasn't your fault for 1000 time."

I just looked away not wanting to talk about this again, i've had enough this past three days, it's so easy for them saying.. don't blame yourself .... it's not your fault..  it's okay... all is fine

No it's not okay, they don't know how i feel they never tried it they never been in my place, they never understand, of course it's easy to say the words, but you just have to ignore it, cause even if they keep telling you that in 1 hour, nothing will change, pain can't just go away by saying it's okay. It can't.

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