(this one is for the words that tangle themselves up in your head when you try to put them up together)
my thoughts are incoherent and I can't piece them up,
but i know enough about this ache,
and i want it
gone.
My heart pumps too fast, almost breaking my rib cage, and it hurts,
it hurts,
it hurts.
i should have been a better person,
i should have carried myself when no one else did.
Tell my mum she didn't raise her daughter to be shitty,
she just raised a shitty kid.
And I'm sorry for all the days I broke your heart,
and every time I let you break mine.
I'm sorry for all the ways my darkness never let your light shine.
I wish I wrote you better love songs.
I wish I held you longer.
I don't seek love,
yet you're stuck in every cell,
every fibre of my being,
I need to breathe you in and then let you go,
never come back home.
I can't come back home.
the tangible is unreal and the pain is carved in every bone and i know no matter how many bones i break or scars i create, it will only get worse.
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Bits and Pieces
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