What the hell is that? Something I can't resist pang nalalaman ang hindot! Ang drama ni Jacob at ang sarap pigain ng leeg niya.
The only thing I can't resist now is to punch Jacob's face and balls. Deep inside naman ay na-curious din ako kung ano nga ba ang tinutukoy niya, so I asked...
"Tell me, ano'ng something yan?"
He stopped in front of me, took a deep breath and replied...
"Myself - I know you still love me, you always do, and our feeling is mutual. Ikaw lang ang tanging minahal ko mula noon hanggang ngayon...
Malaki lang ang naging utang na loob ko kay Ma'am Cess kaya ko kayo nagawang iwan ni Haley..."
Lumuhod si Jacob, naging habit na yata n'ya ang lumuhod tuwing nambobola. Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko...
"I made the biggest mistake of my life nang iniwan ko kayo ni Haley. Please give me another chance Miel. I'll love you more than ever..."
I closed my eyes and then I tried to remember all the pain and suffering that he gave me...
But, yeah...
Deep inside the darkest portion of my cold, lonely heart...
He's right. There's still a lingering feeling left for him...
I hold his hand tightly, so tight like I never want to let him go. He looked at my eyes.
He smiled at me, and I gave him the sweetest smile I could give and says...
"Jacob, please allow me to help you separate the truth from your illusions. First of all, huwag kang assuming. Stop being delusional psycho."
Second, undesirable na ba 'yang kabit mo kaya bumabalik ka sa akin? Dry na ba? Well, gamitan mo ng mantika o WD-40 para dumulas ulit...
Third, I don't need you. I don't even care about you anymore. Who you ba? Still, it's a blessing na nawala ka sa buhay ko dahil naging matatag akong tao...
Kaya please lang, tumigil ka na, huwag mo na akong guluhin, masaya na kami ni Haley, masaya na ako..."
I immediately ran, far away from him with tears rolling down my cheeks. I tried to sprint as fast as I could. Gusto kong lumayo sa kanya, nalilito lang ako, naguguluhan...
Hindi ko na alam kung ano dapat kong maramdaman...
Dahil sa ginawa ng buwisit na si Jacob ay bumalik lang lahat ng sakit na naramdaman ko dati. Lahat ng hirap at pagtitiis na dinanas namin ni Haley ay muli kong naalaala...
Nanumbalik lang ang pangarap ko dati na magkaroon ng buo at masayang pamilya...
Nang may dumaang taxi ay agad akong sumakay at nagpahatid sa company namin sa Quezon City. Nang makasakay sa taxi ay lalong dumaloy ang masaganang luha mula sa mga mata ko dahil sa lecheng kanta sa radyo...
I don't want to hear that song again, from the night that we first met, I don't want to hear you whisper again those things I'd rather forget...
I don't want to look into your eyes, cause you know what happens next, we'll be making love and then...
I'll fall all over again.
Pati music sa taxi pinapaiyak ako ng husto. May galit yata sa akin ang universe ngayong araw na 'to.
Matapos ang ilang oras na biyahe at pagmo-moment ay mabilis akong bumaba sa taxi at halos patakbong pumasok sa building namin.
I'm terribly late! Kakalimutan ko na muna ang dramarama ko sa buhay, I'll focus my full attention sa work and reports.
