Mapagmahal na misis si Hanna, sa kabila ng malaking agwat sa aming edad ay magkasundo kami sa lahat ng bagay. She's 21 years old and I'm 30. Hindi naman siguro sobrang laki ng nine years age gap.
Dalawang taon na kaming kasal ngunit wala pa kaming anak. It's our choice, we want to enjoy the first 5 years of our married life. Alam nyo naman pag may anak na, malaki ang responsibilidad.
At the age of 21, Hanna still looks like a teener. Maliit kasi siya at nene pa ang itsura. Well, that's her most attractive asset, her innocent looks. Her boobs might be "flat" but her butt looks good. May kurba din ang katawan niya at walang bilbil.
What more can I wish for? Jackpot!
When it comes to sex, she's a bit shy and conservative, but when properly turned on, she can do anything. Ang totoo ay madami na kaming nagawa at nasubukan sa kama, tingin ko ay 'yun ang susi sa masaya naming pagsasama.
But I have this secret fantasy I've been keeping for a long time.Gusto ko siyang makita na may kasiping na ibang lalake. Yeah, call me crazy but that thought makes me hard as steel.
To feed my fetish, I registered on a social/dating website full of third wheel and swingers.
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One night, while we're drinking and chatting, I mustered all my courage to tell her about my membership in a "dating site."
"Parang Facebook for adults?" nagtatakang tanong ni Hanna.
"Yes, nakakatuwa lang makita 'yung mga swingers at newbie na mag-SRS."
"Ano yung swingers? At 'yung SRS?"
"Swingers is couple swapping their partners, SRS stands for same room sex. Basic 'yan for newbie swingers para hindi sila mabigla." maiksi kong paliwanag.
That talk leads us to the topic that I fear she might reject. Pero nagulat ako dahil tinanggap niya ang kwento ng walang negative reaction. In fact she even agreed to browse the dating site and likes our profile pic.
Natuwa si Hanna sa mga nakita niya, lalo na sa mga messages at comments sa pictures. I took a opportunity and asked her "can we upload some your hot pics?" and she immediately agreed! Basta huwag daw sobrang daring.
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Makalipas ang mahigit isang buwan ay nagpasya na akong ipagtapat kay Hanna ang aking pantasya. Habang nakahiga kami sa kama at abala sa kwentuhan ay isiningit ko ang aking plano.
"Hon, alam mo ba kung bakit ako sumali sa dating site?"
"May iba pang reason? I thought diversion mo lang 'yan from work..."
"Ang totoo, gusto ko din subukan ang swinging."
Biglang nanlaki ang mata ni Hanna sa narinig. Her face is filled with disbelief.
"You mean gusto mong makipag-swap ng partner? Gusto mong makipsg-sex sa iba? At okay lang sa'yo 'yon?" naguguluhang tanong ng aking asawa.
"More than that, I want to watch you have sex with another guy..."
"I think you're drunk."
"Seryoso ako."
"You're not jealous?"
"Hindi kasi buo ang tiwala ko sa'yo at 'yung sex, for fun lang naman..."
We talked about it for several hours. Para akong abogado sa pagdepensa sa aking pantasya. After a long talk and a bit of misunderstanding, I know, she's mad at me. It's okay...
