When She Was Happy (SLOW UPDATES)

Something I Made You Do

Something I Made You Do

Wrap your hands around my arm, it'll be alright

Wrap them around my throat, make sure they're very tight

Give me a wet nasty kiss, on the cheek

Bite my skin, don't make it weak

Because in the end when that light appears

Double check to make sure the pain disappears

I will perish like skin to fire, if you don't leave it forgot

Doesn't really matter does it, I will still die and rot

Stop complaining do this for me

I want this now, only you can do this

You hold the key

You grab my arm so lovingly

 Now get rough goddammit, make sure you bend it back, I want to see

Make me safe and make me warm

As that hot glass penetrates my arm

It's okay, no need to cry

You may hold the glass, but it is not you who has broke me, but it is I

Now carve those words that they said

Oh, how they no longer will be in my head

Whore, Crazy, Stupid bitch

Don't stop not even when I flinch

They're all over me now like ants to a crumb

Don't feel bad, I'm nothing but lowly scum

Now the final step must be done

You may be afraid but for me this is quite fun

Please let them know after I am gone that they have won

As the end comes close, here comes that wonderfully evil sun

Now push me back into the flame

Please don't pick yourself to blame

As you caress my face it is horribly scarred

Now push me when I'm caught off guard

Watch me fall and perish slowly

As you here my screams raspy and holy

As the grief comes of what you have done to me

You will selfishly deny my plea

And come die and it is now we

But it is to late can't fix it anymore

But you just smiled as I swore

Why must you die with a stupid whore

But You just laugh and turn and say we will make it through

Told not to feel bad

But I can't help to

Because this is something

I Made You Do

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Longest poem I've written, And yah. I was scared to post this awhile ago...