When She Was Happy (SLOW UPDATES)

Dear death

Dear Death

Dear Death,

Where have you been,

I thought we were close. 

You are my only friend.

Remeber you came in the bathroom with me?

I lied for you

Said I was only going to pee.

But instead I pulled out my razor so sharp,

Just for this

There was so much stuff I wasn't going to miss

The pain, the sorrow

Worrying about what they would do at school tomarrow

You said where we were headed I would feel no pain

That only sunshine and no rain

But when my mother came knocking, why was I taking so long

You started to leave,  I said

You made her come

I was stupid, of course you did

So dumb

I cover my arm as I tell her to leave

She doesn't buy it, makes me role up my sleeve

It's all revealed, Now my razor is gone

Now,

None of my blood can be drawn

But I have my knife

Its just as good

it will do the trick

I bet it would.

Mother is coming I must hide this

Along with the new slits upon my wrists.

                                                                                  Your awaiting friend,

                                                                                  Me

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Just wrote this, so yeah