Single By Heart But Doubled For Love

The day before the play.

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Drix's Pov.

Dahil marunong naman akong tumupad sa usapan sabi ko nga i'll try to fix this. Tiningnan ko naman yung script habang naglalakad ako pauwi. At naisip ko: 

*Masaulo ko kaya to?*

*How am i suppose to deliver this line?*

*Paano ko to iaact on stage?*

*What if wla kaming chemistry ni lian?*

That last thought, actually brought pain on me. 

Oo nga.

What if wala kaming Chemistry ni Lian?

First, I was never born as an actor . 

Ugh ma! Bakit ba hindi moko inenroll sa drama school.

Second, May konting stage fright ako, Really! Kasi pag nasa harap na ako ng crowd parang umuurong yung dila ko. 

Ma! Again. Sana inenroll mo ko sa drama lessons.

Third, I'm not the one who should be here. Hindi ako yun dapat nandito eh. 

Ma! Thankyou ksi pinalaki mokong matalino. Hahaha! 

I've got an idea. 

Naglalakad lakad ako. 

I need guts.

Guts.

Guts.

Guts kailangan kita. I'll pay you bigtime but for now please show up.

Bring confidence with you. 

I need you badly... Guts.

Kailangan ko ng lakas ng loob para tawagan at kausapin ang isang taong hindi naman normal ang pakikitungo sakin. Hindi ko siya enemy #1. He's not even a part of my Hatest People list.

Actually.

I'm talking about my Ex buddy, Klein. I need 101% guts to speak with him. Kailangan ko siya, siya lang tlga yung makakapagsalba sa play na to. I've seen him act. Moody lang tlga yung mokong na yun kaya he's acting weird this past few days. 

But how am i supposed to talk with him if he doesnt wan't me to? Ang hirap kasi na magpupumilit kang kausapin at ayusin ano mang feud ang namamagitan sa inyo pero hindi ka niya kayang kausapin at ayaw tlga niya. 

Wala kaming closure sa friendship namin. It just happened. Nagkawatak watak ang barkada o sadyang napaiwas lang ako, o siya sa barkada. Yan ang hindi ko alam kasi i pulled out all of my connections with them. Ganun din naman sila. 

No show.

No talks.

No hangouts. Yun kami after that incident happened. 

But now i need them. I need them. I wanna scream i badly need them. I checked my phonebook lists at.

Malamang na alam niyo na kung ano yung nafigured out ko.

Walang # si Klein sa phonebook ko. Kailan ko ba siya huling nakatext o nakatawagan? I think that was 4-5 years ago. Been a long time. 

Ehh saka ko na proproblemahin yung bagay na yun. Ngayon, kailangan ko ng number niya. Alangang kay lian ko hingiin yung number niya dba? Iba dating eh, bka sbhin nun inaasar ko lang siya. Galit nga siya kay klein dba.