Save me from myself

Thanks to you

You look at me with such a disgrace

You look at me like I'm not even alive

You look at me like I was a mistake

You look at me so low like I was not meant to live

You make me feel so low I can still feel the pain,

The pain of the blade touching my skin

The pain of the words you once said

The pain that kills me every signal day

The pain that I can't erase no matter what I do

I feel ashen for being myself

Thanks to you I've learn one thing

I've learn how to hid the pain

I've learn how to cover each cut

I've learn how to cause myself so much pain

But I've also learn how to say I'm okay

And at the end of each day cut pass the pain