Unexpected

Chapter 51

Samantha's POV:



Harry picks me up and we walk towards his bedroom. I don't know why I just said we should continue it in his room but I said it and I have the feeling I can't and I don't want to take it back. As he carries me up his room, he kisses me and the butterflies appear in my stomach even more, the way his eyes rank over my body makes me feel weak. As we enter his room, I realise we are both still wet because we only came out of the water. Harry lays me down on his bed and kisses me once again. His hot lips crash down on mine with such a passion that I pull him onto me.

"I'll be right back," he whispers as his lips disconnect from mine and he walks away into the bathroom.

He nearly runs and returns only a few seconds later with a big towel in his hand. He rubs it over his body and his hair and I have to admit he looks amazing. His wet hair falls down on his forehead before he pushes it back and out of his face. He looks at me as I lay on the bed and comes closer. His arms still hold the towel and he leans down and begins to dry my body. The way his eyes seem to look at every single spot on my body makes me feel insecure and I can't look into his eyes. He touches me very softly and I close my eyes as his hands stroke over my naked stomach. It takes him only a few more seconds to dry my body, I don't care about my wet hair as he leans over me and throws the towel over his shoulder onto the floor. I finally open my eyes again to look into his green and sparkling eyes, he smiles at me as he grabs my face with both of his hands and connects his lips with mine again.

The kiss is passionate, his tongue finds mine almost immediately and I sigh slightly as his long fingers starts to trace over both of my sides. I shiver as he lets them run over my panties and I can feel his length pressed against me, the heat in my stomach rises again as he starts to move on me. I have no idea what I do as I wrap my arms around his neck, I pull him as close as possible. I remove my tongue from his mouth and softly bite his bottom lip. He groans and it encourages me to go further. I let my hands run over his back, trying to trace every single muscle on his back. I can feel him tense and I let my fingers trace over his ass. I softly squeeze him there and he stops kissing me and growls into my ear.

"Are you sure you want this?" he asks me, his voice is husky and I can tell how much he wants it.

I nod, I can't open my mouth to answer him, I know my voice would betray how I actually feel. I feel scared, scared of what's going to happen now.

"Sam," he stops and pushes himself up on his arms, his eyes peer into mine.

"What?" I whisper.

"Are you sure, I don't want to pressure you?" he says and I can tell he is worried.

"I'm sure, Harry," I answer, even though I'm not really sure.

He smiles at me, his smile lets the fireworks in my stomach explode. He is perfect. I have nothing to loose. I'm in love with this man who is laying on top of me, he is clearly turned on and I want him to have what he wanted for so long. I know I can't give him everything he wants but I don't want him to be disappointed when I pull back now.

"I love you so much," Harry croaks before he smashes his lips onto mine.

His lips make me forget about everything, I can't concentrate any more as he begins to move his hips on mine. His bulge presses against me, he rubs it over my clit and I start to hold my breath in short distances. This feels way too intense to think straight. He kisses me like he has never kissed me before, his mouth and lips don't allow me to hesitate and I know he wants to make it easier for me. He softly slides down from my body but pulls me slightly with him as his hands stop at my hips. He is laying beside me now but hasn't stopped moving his hips towards me, I press closer as I feel that he removes himself from me and he chuckles. His chuckle sends vibrations through my body and I kiss him harder, tracing my hands up to his shoulder as I hold him towards me.

His hand slides towards my panties, he softly removes them, not breaking the kiss. I hold my breath as he puts them over my knees and I hear them touching the floor besides the bed. It is really happening. His finger move in circles over my intimate area, I press closer to him. I don't want him to ever stop, this feels way to good. He disconnects his lips from mine and bites the skin on my neck. I feel him pushing one finger into me, I catch for air and he starts kissing my neck heavier. I know he wants to distract me and I have to admit it works. His finger moves in and out and I throw my head back, I can't hold myself any more.

"I'll try two, okay?" He croaks and I just nod.

I'm ready for everything he tries as long as it feels like this. I feel slightly uncomfortable as he puts two fingers into me but the feelings leaves as his thumb rubs circles over my clit again.

"Harry," I whimper and he stops.

"Does it hurt?" he asks me his eyes clearly filled with worry.

"A little," I breath and he stops completely.

"I'm sorry, I don't want to.." I cut him of as I pull him down and connect my lips with his.

"I want it," I whisper under his lips and I feel him smiling.

He rubs over me a few more times before he moves his hands up to my breasts. The upper part of my bikini is removed within seconds and he moves his lips from my neck to my collarbone as he finally stops at my breasts. His lips close over my nipples and he starts to suck softly but harder with the time. I groan, this feels awesome. I start to get a little more secure and move my hands from his shoulder towards his swimming trunks. I slide my fingers into them and grab his length, it feels hot. Hotter than it ever felt and as I start to move Harry stops kissing and sucking on my breast and looks me into the eyes.

"Put them down," he orders and I nod slightly before I try to pull them down.

My hands are shaking as I see Harry completely naked in front of me. His v-lines are visible better than ever, I trace the soft line of hair from his belly button down to his length. He groans and throws his head back as I rub slow circles. Suddenly he grabs my hand and I look at him confused. He smiles down at me, his eyes are filled with lust as he pecks my lips softly.

"You make me so hard, it hurts," he croaks into my ear and shivers runs down my back.

I don't answer but start to kiss his collarbone and the swallows on his chest, his hands rub over my whole body. It is a gesture I love because every touch of him makes me nearly explode. I know it by the way his touch changed in the last minutes that he will be gentle with me and that he will be careful and it gives me some courage to turn him on.

My brain feels completely empty and I don't know what I'm doing as I press him down on the mattress and I start to kiss down his stomach. I kiss his butterfly tattoo before I softly kiss both of his nipples and move further down his perfectly toned torso. I can hear him catching for breath and the way his muscles tense whenever I kiss him. My breasts touch his body as I lean over him. I stop as I reach the lower part of his body, my heart hammers against my chest and I can't bring myself to kiss him down there. Harrys hands pull me up onto him again and I look ashamed into his eyes. I know that my head is completely red and hot but I can't do anything about it.

"It's okay baby," he whispers before he turns around and lays over me again.

He nibs on my earlobe and starts to rub over me again. His length is really hard against me and I close my eyes whenever he meets my lower area.

"Fuck," I hear him say and I bite my lips to keep the little moans inside my mouth.

"I just want you right now, baby," he whispers and I nod.

His hand reaches out for the bedside table and I hear a cracking noise.

"Do you want to put it on?" he asks me huskily.

I look at him with wide open eyes as I realise he is talking about the condom.

"I-I don't know," I murmur.

I seriously have no idea if I would be able to do anything like that with my shaking hands. He softly grabs my hands and puts them over his length. Pulling up and down a few times, his eyes squeeze together in appreciation and he lets out a deep moan. I watch him as he opens his eyes a few seconds later and looks me deep into the eyes. Without breaking the eye contact he rolls the condom down his length and hovers over me again. He rolls his hips up and down between my legs, his length is stroking me and I try to keep my breath steady. My small hands grip his arms, squeezing them harder every time he rolls his hips up and down.

"I love you," he repeats and I wrap my arms around his neck, pulling him in for a kiss.

"I love you" I whisper and he smiles.

"Just tell me if it hurts and I'll stop, okay?" Harry speaks his voice sounds really concerned.

I nod and with one hand he grabs his length, he strokes over my entrance a few times.

"You're wet," he smiles and I blush even more. "It's a good thing," He assures me and pecks my lips.

I feel an uncomfortable extraction in my stomach as he softly enters me. It hurts like shit and I squeeze my eyes close. Harry doesn't move inside me, he stays as if he wants me to get familiar with the feeling. His lips kiss my cheek, my ear, he moves down to my neck and my collarbone. He clearly wants to distract me from the pain.

"I'm sorry," he whispers and kisses the tears away, which run down my cheeks.

His lips find mine and I open his mouth, the weird feeling slowly leaves me. It still doesn't feel pleasant but it gets better. I pull him closer and he leans down on me, kissing me harder and harder. The heat which disappeared in my stomach as he entered me slowly comes back and I feel him getting bigger and bigger inside me.

"You're getting so wet," Harry croaks and I run my fingers through his hair. "Does it hurt?"

"It's getting better," I assure him and he kisses me once again.

"I love you, Sam," he whispers "I love you so much," He slowly starts to move his hips and the uncomfortable feeling comes back again.

I watch him as he starts to move in and out of me, his moves are slow but he seems to really enjoy it. His eyes are closed and his breath stutters. He has his hands beside my body and I feel him grabbing the sheets with his hands, he seems to try and stay controlled around me.

"Fuck you're so tight," he blurts out.

"Sorry," I croak and he opens his eyes and looks down at me, never stopping his movements. He smiles amused as he opens his mouth.

"No, fuck.." He stops and bites his lips as he pulls his length in and out of me again. I hold my breath it hurts a little more again. "It's a good thing," he says huskily, his eyes are closed again and he bites his lips as soon as he stops speaking.

I watch him on me, moving in and out of me. He really seems to enjoy it and it makes me kinda' happy. I still feel the heat in my body but the pain is taking over the good feeling. Every time he presses his hips against me I feel a little sensation but I can't really enjoy it that much.

"I'm going to come," Harry stutters and want to make it nicer for him as I pull him down and grab his curls.

My lips meet his and I push my tongue into his mouth. Touching his hot tongue with mine, makes Harry push into me a bit harder and I squeak slightly. He doesn't react and I start to kiss him again, the kiss gets more passionate every second and Harry starts to push his hip against me a bit harder. The pain nearly disappears but it still doesn't feel comfortable.

"I." Harry starts and pulls away from my lips. "Fuck," he blurts out and his whole body falls on mine.
I feel his body tensing and relaxing in short periods and I guess he just came. He pulls him self up a few seconds later, his eyes looks so different. They looks full of love and so relaxed and happy. He looks at me for a long moment, his look is very intense and he seems to study every movement on my face. I pull a small smile as he lets out a deep breath and pecks my lips softly.

He pulls himself out of me while kissing me passionately and I whimper at the lost of the warmth inside me. I watch him removing the condom, knotting it together and throwing it into the direction of the pin. His eyes rank over my body as he stops at my lower area and as his eyes meet mine again they mirror worry.

"Are you okay?" he asks me softly.

I nod. I'm more than okay, I feel actually really happy.

"I'm more than okay," I smile at him and he lays down on me again, kissing me softly.

My lips are swollen, as his hands cup my face and kiss me really soft and calm.

"Thank you," he whispers, his breath is finally back to normal.

"For what?" I ask him, my heart is still pounding like crazy.

"For letting me be the one," he croaks looking me deep into the eyes.

I smile as I realise what he means and the butterflies in my stomach return, I don't regret this decision. Not one move.

"I love you," I whisper and peck his lips softly.

He smiles his bride smile down at me.

"I promise it will get better and you'll enjoy it too, I'm sorry that I hurt you," he murmurs into my neck and I softly stroke over his hair.

"It wasn't that bad," I assure him and he kisses my naked shoulder.

"Sorry," he whispers again.

I pull his face up to look into his sparking emerald green eyes. I softly kiss his nose and he laughs quietly.

"Don't be sorry," I kiss him on his lips.

Harry wraps his arms around me and pulls me as close as possible, my breasts press against his naked torso and I hold my breath. I feel pain everywhere in my lower area but I don't want him to worry about me. I know I'll get over the pain inside of me and I hope it will feel better soon, but I don't regret any of this. I almost feel like I love him even more now. I know he normally isn't that gentle with woman and girls and I know he held his actions back to be nice to me and make it as comfortable as possible for me.

Harry pulls the blanket over our naked bodies as he kisses my shoulder softly and pulls me closer, I nuzzle my head into the crotch of his neck and kiss his soft skin.

"Are you okay?" he asks me again as he softly strokes over my hair.

"I'm more than okay, Harry" I laugh quietly.



A/N: I'm sorry if it was shit. Haha I know in most fanfiction the first time is always perfect and wonderful and everyone enjoys it but I want this story to be a littler closer to real life so excuse me when I write it like that. Also to the people complaining about the initmate scenes. I told you last time that it will get intimate and you can skip the chapters, I'm not going to put warining at the beginning of the chapters because I don't feel like I haeve to apologize. Sex is something natural and nothing you have to be ashamed of:) PEACE AND leave a comment or a vote to tell me what you think: )