Unexpected

Chapter 38

Samantha's POV:

I don't sleep deep and I wake up several times, to jump up look at my phone and sigh disappointed. Nothing, not even a text message from Bailey, Roxy or him. Yeah Harry. He even followed me into my dreams. I close my eyes again, try to breath steady and want to fall back asleep. I drift off into a light, very light sleep. I move around from one side to the other, trying to hug the second pillow, trying to replace the empty space beside me. I grab the other blanket pull it together and hug it, it doesn't feel like him though. His disappointed look is always in my mind, how he looked when I stumbled out of the room I was with Niall. I try to think back about what we talked, there was nothing which could upset Harry. And it was dark, he probably didn't even see us. He only heard us. I pull the blanket closer, taking deep breaths, trying to smell Harry, trying to remember how he smelt. I never thought I would end up like that. I jump at every single quiet noise in the hotel. Even the wind outside scares me, I never wanted to be alone in such a big room. I drift off to a light sleep again and wake up only a few minutes later. I'm cold now and I try to pull the blanket over my body not letting the other blanket out of my hands. I nuzzle my head deep into in and try not to think about anything. The clock on the bedside table tells me its 3am. I don't even know when I have to get up, I don't even know how to get to the arena, I don't even know how I'm supposed to manage all of this.

But the biggest question in my mind in why..why do I have to stay alone? What did Harry tell them? Why..my mum comes to my mind but I don't think she has something to do with it. I don't think Bailey has something to do with it. I think its Harry..or maybe Niall. Or maybe both. I hear a car door down at my window and I jump again, that sounded scary. I nuzzle deeper into my pillow and try to hole the other blanket over my ears. I don't want to hear anything, this is scary and I don't want to be alone.

I concentrate on breathing steady and try not to listen to random noises, it works and I snooze off to sleep.

“Open the damn door” I hear someone screaming as I jump out of my bed. I don't know what happened but I actually slept good after trying so hard.

I hear someone pounding really hard on the hotel room door and my heart is instantly beating fast. Who is that and what the hell it is 4am and I don't want to open the door.

“Open the door” the pounding get harder and I carefully open the bedroom door to switch on the light in the corridor to the door.

“Sammy” I hear the voice again and I freeze. Its him. Harry. He is here.

I walk towards the door but stop a few feet before it.

“What do you want?” I ask him my voice sounding weaker that I wanted it to sound.

“Open the door” He order harshly.

“Go away Harry” I croak and cross my arms in front of my chest.

He hits against the door and I'm not sure if he uses his hands or his feet.

“Open the fucking door, or I will break it” He threatens and hits against the door again.

“Harry stop it and just go” I'm actually scared now, he sounds drunk and I'm not in the mood to face him now.

“Samantha” he slurs, he can't hide the fact that he is drunk any more. “Open.. the..door” He speaks slowly but it his words have a dangerous undertone.

“You can sleep in another room” I tell him and my voice sounds surprisingly strong.

I hear him taking a deep breath before it sounds as if he would slide down the door and sit down on the floor. He isn't talking and neither I am. I sigh before I turn around and want to leave to go back to bed. I don't want to look at him because I know I will get weak and I will forgive him all his stupid actions if he just looks at me with his green eyes and if he touches me I'll go weak and I don't want him to always succeed with his strategies.