* Sorry i haven't updated I've been super busy but I have some time now so expect lots of updates soon! This imagine is inspired by the song I Was Made for Loving You by Tori Kelly and Ed Sheeran, I absolutely adore this song, hope you enjoy:)
"Oh my god I GOT IN I REALLY GOT IN!!" your attention is taken away from the tv and directed towards a very excited Shawn. "Whats going on?" You have absolute no idea what is happening right now or what he could possibly be so enthused about. "I applied to this prestigious music summer camp in New York, I just did it for fun I never dreamed I would get in." exclaims Shawn. "Oh my god babe thats amazing" you congratulate him as you engulf him in a hug, breathing in his comforting scent. "I have to go tell my parents, lets go out to dinner tonight to celebrate! I'll call you later. Love you!" he exits in a rush but not before planting a kiss on your lips. "Love you too."
Time passes as you continue to rest on the couch catching up on some tv shows. Your emotions begin to get the best of you and even through all the excitement today has brought, you can't help but become overwhelmed with worry. Shawn will be gone for the summer, you wont just be separated by a 15 minute drive, he will be in a whole other country. You will be left in the small-town of Pickering while he is in America meeting new people and doing what he loves. Stop y/n you should be happy for your boyfriend, you try to tell yourself.
All of the worst possible scenarios pop into your mind. What if he finds a new girlfriend, someone better, someone more like him who he shares all of the same interests with. Even worse what if he likes America more, what if he decides to move there leaving you behind. You are interrupted as your cell phone buzzes. Its a text message from Shawn. "Dinner tonight @ 7 I'll pick you up. My family is coming too. See you then babe <3" You sigh before jumping off the couch and heading towards your bedroom to get dressed.
A few hours later you hear a knock on the front door. You don't rush because you know one of your parents will get it. You finish up but before heading downstairs you overhear your dad congratulating Shawn, your throat tightens but you fight the threatening tears as you know this wont be the only time this conversation will be brought up tonight.
"You look gorgeous" Shawn says as you walk over to him. You blush as he tucks a strand of hair behind your ear. You both say goodbye to your parents, then head outside getting into Shawn's Jeep. About 5 minutes into the ride you are still silently choking on tears. "y/n whats wrong" "nothing why would you say that", your voice cracks and you realize you wont be able to stay quiet for long. "Tell me" Shawn sighs sounding concerned. Before you can get a word out tears stream out of your sad blue eyes.
You are now sitting in his jeep in the restaurant parking lot crying into Shawn's shoulder. "I don't want you to find another girlfriend in New York" you blurt out. "What? y/n you know that would never happen" "Never say never shawn, what if you meet a girl in your camp who's better and prettier, and has the same interests as you. You will want to stay there with her and you will never come back with me." The tears continue to pour out. "Okay first of all there is no one and I mean absolutely no one more beautiful than you are to me. Also I don't care if we don't have all of the same interests, my love for you isn't based on my love of music. I promise I will always come back to you, I love you and only you." A small smile peeks across your face "I was made for loving you and I'll never leave."He plants a soft kiss on your forehead. You both sit there in silence for a few seconds with your head still on his shoulder until Aaliyah knocks on the jeep window telling you guys to come into the restaurant. "Now lets go celebrate babe cause your stuck with me for a long long time."
