Taking a toll on love

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- on the way home from dinner-

Bria: so how was tour life?

Aug: it was cool but I missed u guys everyday

Bria: we missed u too daddy

Aug: so did u finish everything for the wedding?

Bria: yep the date is set for July 16

Aug: that's in 3 weeks... Don't you think that's a little early

Bria: nope it's perfecto

Aug: no it's not cause I have business to take care of that week. You should have checked with me 1st

Bria: ok we'll talk about this later. You jus got back and I don't wanna fight with you right now. Not in front of Kay Kay...

Aug: No were gonna finish this convo at the house!

*rest of the car ride was quiet and awkward ..... At the house now*

Bria: *puts Kay in her room an walks to her/ Aug's room*

Aug: alright so u need to change the date

Bria: why that's the week my parents will be in town and I want them there aug. u know how important this is for me

Aug: why can't u jus change it and fly them out here on the week of the new date?

Bria: why can't u just cancel your plans?!

Aug: don't worry about my shxt jus fix yours!

Bria: r u drunk?!? I smell it on your breathe!!

Aug: that's not the issue. The issue is the date so lets focus on that!

Bria: no goodnight. Ur drunk nd I don't wanna talk about this while your like this... Your not yourself when your drunk .

Aug: ill show u not being myself * punches her in the face* now do u like that or would you lik to discuss changing the date?

Bria: *scared and crying* we don't have to talk bout it... Ill change the date. I'm sorry jus please don't hit me. I never expected you to do something like this after you know what happened to me when I was a kid... *Goes to guest room to sleep*

*FLASHBACK*

Bria: (as a kid)please daddy please don't hit me I promise I won't do it again! PLEASE

Bria's dad: *yelling* your a bad little girl and you deserve everything that's coming to you!! *beats Bria until she's unconscious *

Bria's mom: why did u do that!! U need to leave nd don't ever come back!!

Bria's dad: Fuck you whore *punches her nd leAves*

*he never came back after that*
(Btw if you don't understand Bria's dad beat her and her mom for 5 years until he left)

*END OF FLASHBACK*

---- The Next Day ------------

Aug: why didn't you sleep with me ma

Bria: don't fucking tAlk to me you fucking bitch

Aug: first who hit you like that and why you so mad?!?!

Bria: last night you were drunk and you did this to me!!!!!! HOW COULD U! U KNO WHAT I BEEN THROUGH!!

Aug: Im sorry Bria u know I'm not the same when I'm drunk. I try not to drink but I can't help it babe. And why did I do that?

Bria: U did it cause u wanted me to change the date of the wedding and I said no! And for the record that's the dumbest excuse ever ! I don't wanna talk to you and I damn sure don't wanna marry you if I'm gonna have to go thru the same thing my mom did. Did u kno for the first time in a long time I actually felt SAFE but now not so much. U scared me and last night I remembered everything that happened to me.... I can't deal with this shxt aug and you know. I'm goin to my moms til u can tell me you won't get drunk anymore Nd you will get help for that problem. I'm taking Kay Kay too cause I don't want you to hit her

Aug: Bria I already told you I wasn't myself and you know that. You don't have to leave, you will always be safe around me. And I would never lay a hand on my baby girl so don't ever get that twisted!! I hit you cause I was drunk and made and as you can see that's not a good mix. I didn't know what I was doing but I do know what I'm doing now and I'm telling you not to leave me I need you and Kay more than anything in this world

Bria: well I don't know anymore. We might need to put this wedding on hold cause right now I'm not safe around you and Idc what u say. I don't know if you will get drunk and do something like this again so we will leave til u get yo shit together! If u really care about us as much as you say you do then u will get help while we are away. And don't come visit cause I don't wanna see you cause every time I look at you I see the rage in your eyes. The same rage I saw last night.... So bye aug we will be back in a few weeks to see if you've changed if not we might have to move on *crying*

Aug: FIne leave then! GET OUT NOW since u wanna say shit like that!

Bria: *gets Kay Kay and heads to her moms house*

Aug: SHIT!!!! why the fuck does she make me so angry sometimes! now she done made me say some shit i really didn't fuckin mean to say... I really need to cool my temper :/ *sighs and calls his mom* Ma I really fucked up this time! Please help fix this......


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A/N: this chapter has been hell! Let me know what u think is about to happen in the comments!! 5 comments for the next chapter

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