Dear Future Boyfriend

13/5/2016 - Friday

Dear future boyfriend,

I recently got dumped by my ex online. I saw it coming, why did I even bother thinking that he was the one? Clearly he isn't. He was an ass.

So how are things going? I've haven't written anything in a while. Exams are next week. I still haven't done / studied anything.

Anyways, I hope you come around soon. Being lonely is terrible.

I'm about to read finish yet another book. Its called "Our Happy Time". It's a Korean translated book and I totally recommend people to read it to look at death penalties and love at a whole new perspective. Maybe you could borrow it from me.

I dunno how long it'll take till I'll get to meet my soulmate, it'll most likely be you.

Is it weird to sit down and just think about it? To think about whether when my love will come round?

Is it weird that I'm scared of what my future holds? I don't know if I'll ever meet you or know what to do after I graduate school.

I'm might be moving next year. To another city in Sarawak, Borneo. I'm not sure if I'm ready to part with my hometown. Its scary but its for the greater good.

To think that, soon, I'll be out there, just like my older sister. Living in a world outside of home, it kinda scares me.

I'm still contemplating on what should I study.

Graphic design? We design? Programming? Animation?

I originally wanted to cook for a living and be a chef. My whole family convinced me not to be one. So, those are like, my backup plan.

I wonder where we will meet? Is it cliché that I'm thinking about these now? What if you did the same course as me, and it'll just be like my sister and her boyfriend?

Or maybe I'll be like my parents? Different courses but still madly in love?

Eventually, we'll meet and I don't know why I say this but,

You'll be the luckiest man on earth to have me.

I hope that isn't too cliché or was it? Haha

I honestly think that way. Makes me feel good that someone out there probably wants me.

Oh well, till next time,
With love,
Marion xx