I have lost my smile
My lover took it for a while
That nights love making wasn't the best
As he sunk his teeth into my chest
I lay there writhing in pain
As he smiled while opening up his vein
As his blood seeped through my lips
I felt it surge into my hips
Feeling neither cold or warm
I wanted to do him harm
He looked at me, I felt his fear
While he was changing into mist to disappear
Spending my nights taking their last breath
Never bringing life, only death
The last of my soul screaming in pain
I didn't want to feed again
I could no longer live with what I'd done
So I sat outside awaiting the sun
Slowly a smile came on my face
As I blew into dust and left this place
By Anne-marie Cockburn
