My brothers best friend

I'll make love to you, like you want me to

Sitting in the cafe with Austin felt weird. He bought me a coffee like he said and we also got a cake. To share may I add.

"So I go on a run and get fat eating cake. Looks like I'll be running back." I laughed.

"You won't get fat, plus it's half a cake." He took a piece of cake of his spoon laughing.

"So, why did you ask me here?"

"To talk. We didn't get off to the best of starts. I don't know if it's because of rumours or something."

"I knew you Austin. You were a geek. Look at you now, not even one strand of saliva." I giggled. "You clearly have turned into a fuckboy."

"You know, Ari, I'm not the only one who changed. You were all piggy tails and dungarees. Now your crop tops, mini skirts-"

"When have you ever seen me in a mini skirt!?"

"Okay, dresses and shorts. You must be a fuck boys dream. Come on Ari." He pulled my hands towards his. "We could at least try and be happy."

"You mean fuck me and leave me?" I pulled my hands back.

"No, I don't care about sex. I just think the hottest boy and hottest girl should get together." He laughed. "Couple wise."

"No Austin." I stood up and put one earphone in. "Try Larissa. I'm sure she's more your thing." I walked past him and then stood by the door. "Oh, and Austin?" He looked up and he looked hopeful. "I don't do small penises anyway."

I left putting my other earphone in as small sniggers erupted through the cafe. I then began my run back home.

...

I opened the door and walked in to hear soft moans coming from the living room. I had a feeling Michael brought some girl home so I quickly and quietly ran upstairs shutting my door.

I picked up my laptop and then went to start writing in my journal on it. But I was interrupted by loud moans and squeaking.

I then ran to my radio and turned it on putting my one direction cd on turning it up full volume.

"YOU DONT KNOW YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL, UH-OH. YOU DONT KNOW YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL!" I screamed the lyrics out.

My door knocked and I opened it still having my music blaring out. There stood Michael with messy hair. He was breathless and blushed.

"Can you turn it down!" He yelled more of a demand then a recommendation.

"Can you take your girls somewhere else!?" 

"Come on Ari, you have friends. Can't you go out for a bit?"

I shook my head holding my hands up. I grabbed my phone and iPod walking out shoving Michael in the process.

"Come on Ari, don't be so childish." Michael yelled after me.

"You know what, if you can fuck someone, so can I! And you can't be jealous or protective or whatever!"

I slammed the door and ran.

...

I ended up at Sage's house. I was about to knock on the door when I saw Austin walking out a house. It looked like his as he left his door open.

"Oh look, it's Ari." He sarcastically cheered.

"Look," I walked over. "I'm sorry okay?"

"Yeah." He rolled his eyes.

"Wait," I grabbed his arm and pulled him towards me. "Maybe I can make it up to you." I kissed his neck.

He let out a small groan. He then pinned me against the wall and kissed me viciously.

"I know one way." He muttered against my neck.

"Yeah?" I teased.

I grinded on him and he moaned again.

Then we headed inside.

...

I feel different. A good different. I also know there's no commitment. It's as if he's just my FWB now. Just a sex boy.

"Your pretty good." Austin flipped over smiling.

"Well, you're pretty hot for a geek." I smiled.

I then got up and began getting dressed.

"You could stay." He sat up. "My parents don't come back for a while. Probably a few days."

I looked at the clock in his room. It was already 11pm. Maybe I will. At least I'll feel loved again.

"Okay. I'll just message someone." I agreed.

I sent a message to Michael and said I'd be a Sage's. I told sage to tell Mikey I was there if he'd ask.

Then I came back to bed with Austin.

...

I was home now. I was literally shining with glee. I'm sure he'd be able to tell soon but I didn't care.

I was in my room on Twitter reading random tweets when my door opened. In walked a pissed off looking Michael.

"Ari, are you fucking kidding me!? Sleeping with Austin is the answer!?" He stormed over.

"Oh please, it was one time." I frowned. "I didn't mean to either."

"Oh, so you just happened to be in Austin's house then his dick happened to be in you!? Wow Ari."

"How'd you even know?"

"You don't think he'd leave it did you!? He rung the house phone. You should have given him your number." He laughed evilly.

"Look I -"

"No, I don't care Ari. Just sort it out." He slammed my bedroom door and left quickly.

I huffed falling back on my bed. I lost two things today. My dignity and my brother. Great.

...

I was in the kitchen hunting for some chocolate when Ashton walked in. He smiled and walked over to me.

"Hey Ari, what you doing?"

I looked at my hand which is where his eyes trailed too. He must think I'm crazy, I'm standing here with a metal spoon and no bowl or tub to go with it.

"Hunting for icecream." I admitted.

"Here," he pulled out a tub of chocolate icecream from his shopping bag and gave it to me. "Have it."

"Are you sure?" I asked taking it.

"Sure. Mike asked me to get it which he only does when he wants to rant so maybe I'll get out of the rant." He giggled.

"Oh," I put the icecream tub back on the side near Ashton. "You'll want the tub of icecream, trust me."

"Do you know what its about?"

"Yeah, I do as it happens." I coughed.

"And?"

"Me, it's about me." I looked down. "I had sex with Austin."
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