Saving My Soul

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I glared harshly at Zya as he glared down back at me. How dare he say that, making it look like I was the bad guy here. I was just waiting to hear those damn words to come out of his mouth... To tell me he doesn't want to be my mate anymore. I could see why, maybe I couldn't stand up like Sanju or I wasn't pretty like Sanju..... Or I wasn't Sanju. God I hated that bitch already, if she wasn't here everything would be perfectly fine. Why of all times did she choose to come back, was right now? I had finally gotten to be happy being with Zya to see him just throw it all away when he sees that bitch.  Zya then spoke with a soft tone making me confused at his words.

"I am your mate, Plague... I am not hers nor will I ever be. You're the only mate I need... I want to be with you."

I stared at Zya in disbelief, I had to hear him wrong... He wouldn't say that in the middle of an argument... Would he? He was trying to throw me off wasn't he? How could I believe that bullshit with what happened earlier, with what he had said as well as the unspoken words. I wasn't going to be all lovey dovey after that shit and definitely right now. Zya could cram that bullshit up his ass. I then glared and hissed out hatefully

"Yeah, I can totally see that Zya! OR SHOULD I SAY ZYZY!"

Zya's eyes widen a bit in shock, I saw a bit if hurt in them but anger welled up in his eyes. I shoved Zya off of me taking him at his weak moment. At that moment I heard a hick like voice on a walky talky say

"Get ready Bo, we be attackin right now"

My eyes snap to the side to look at Zya a bit angrly. I hissed out at Zya still pissed

"I will see you later, get the warriors"

I disappeared as Zya growled out my name in frustration probably wanting to end this argument but really I wasn't going to give in that easily. He will have to work it off and I won't fucking cave this time. I had caught a few hunters now while I played with their minds before snapping their necks or stabbing them through their hearts. My wolf was in heaven as I heard the bones snapping and the feeling of warm blood splashing all over me. I had to be on my 12th kill by now, as I shoved my claws under someone's jaw seeing my claws sticking out of his mouth, as the warm blood dripped down my claws. I slid the guy off my hand hearing the thump on the ground as his lifeless body hit the forest floor. I wasn't paying attention to my surrounding again but a click of a gun made me freeze with a grin on my face.... A challenge.

I slowly turned around and disappeared out of his sight. It was Amaya's and Emee's father, Joe,i grinned evilly to myself as I was behind him and softly whispered in his ear

"Have you miss me Joe?"

Joe swirled around to find no one as I was still behind him, what a fool, it was the oldest trick in the book. I then whispered in his left ear

"Have you heard.... Emee is with Amaya in... Hell."

I heard Joe's breath get caught in his throat as I giggled to myself. All of a sudden I notice Joe's hand coming up as he throw something in my eye. It was some type of powder as it flew right into my right eye. It burned furiously as I screamed out in pain and my mind quickly called out for Zya's help. I gripped my right eye feeling thick warm ooze run down onto my hand. Joe held a gun up to my forehead as I growled deeply. I hadn't noticed more men had in circled me. I stuck my claw into Joe's left leg as he screamed out in pain. Some men pulled me back as I was now threatened with five more guns in my damn face. I held tightly to my right eye as I knew know something wasn't right with my eye. I started to feel weak and a bit dizzy but I held my ground. I knew I couldn't fight now even though my wolf was trying to push me to attack. They weren't holding normal guns, no these were those special guns that shot silver bullets. I pulled my hand down seeing that I had no vision in that one eye. My eyes widen in horror as I saw so much blood on my hand... My blood. What the hell did he throw in my eye? I then heard him chuckling in the background. Joe then said

"I see you have noticed that what I threw at you wasn't something I would normally throw at you... Do you know what it is hm? Of course not you're just a stupid mutt... It was silver powder."

I narrowed my eyes but I was to weak to talk or answer him back. One of the men spoke up

"What should we do with her Joe?"

Joe limped over to all the others that had their guns held up to my face. Joe grinned evilly and said

"Take her to the old house and chain her to the wall, she will be way to weak to escape plus she is bait to get Zya captured and killed."

I growled loudly as I yelled

"ZYA WILL KILL ALL OF YOU FOR THIS... HE WILL KILL YOU ALL!"

Some men looked at me in fear as Joe stood his ground and provoked me

"You mean the one who didn't come and save you right now... The one who did not help you in the time of need? I wonder what he is doing right now?"

My eyes narrowed as I hid the hurt from my face expressions so he couldn't tell that it affected me so much to hear him say that to me. I hated this feeling... This weakness conquering feeling as I hung on the wall. He was right though... what was my mate doing right now? Why wasn't he here by my side? I was furious at myself for being so weak that I couldn't fight those bastards off. I tilted my head up as a loud snarl escaped my mouth as I trashed around furious trying to break out. I grumbled and growled at my pathetic body, how dare it betray me like this... Everything seemed to be betraying me like that. I then sent out a message to Zya before I got to weak to even do that.

"Don't look for me.... It is just a trap to get you Zya. Just kill as many hunters as you can..."

~Zya's POV~

I was heading towards the forest with all of the warriors, I was still pissed off at plague and my argument. How dare she think I would cheat on her with that bitch Sanju... Yes she was my first love and sex but all I wanted to be was Sanju's friend nothing more. There wasn't anything wrong with being Sanju's friend right? Sanju slinked her way over next to my side walking a bit to close to my comfort as I tried to ignore it. I noticed a devious smile plastered on her face was I asked with anger dripping off of my tongue

"What are you smiling at?"

Sanju looked up at me with those fake puppy dog eyes batting her long fake eyelashes at me. She had eyeshadow plastered around her plain hazel eyes as she tried to look me straight in the eyes. Sanju smiled again and said obviously trying to be seductive

"Just that its like how it should be, Zyzy"

I was really getting irritated with that gay nickname. I frowned down at her, what the hell did that mean? I then asked her

"What are you talking about, Sanju?"

Sanju twirled her mini skirt a bit with her fingers. Why in the world was she even wearing a mini skirt into battle? Sanju then said

"Can't you see Zyzy, we are meant to be together. We are suppose to be mates... I kept this from you for a long time but Zyzy i'm your true mate, we are meant for each other by fate."

My eyes filled with anger, how dare she speak such lies, how dare she think she is better then my mate, and how DARE she think that shes my true mate! I then yelled at her stopping

"HOW DARE YOU SPEAK LIKE THAT, YOU COULD NEVER REPLACE PLAGUE, DO YOU KNOW WHY? HMM, HUH, DO YOU? PLAGUE IS MY MATE, MY TRUE MATE, THE ONE I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART AND IT WILL NEVER BE A SLUT LIKE YOU!"

Sanju's eyes widen as she shrunk down in fear of me. I was seething with hatred as I then heard Plague's cry for help that was filled with pain. My eyes widen as my head snapped towards the forest. My heart dropped, Plague never calls for my help... Something was horribly wrong. I shoved past the gaping mouthed Sanju and yelled

"ROKU! AIDA! PLAGUE'S IN TROUBLE... I FEAR THE WORST"

Roku and Aida's heads snapped to me as I noticed that anger fuming off of Aida. Aida growled as I guessed that Plague had spoke with Aida earlier. Aida stormed towards me while getting up into my face for the first time. Aida was now gripping the collar of my shirt and yelled

"You fucking asshole! You hurt my sisters feeling AGAIN! You hurt her in the worst possible way... With fucking Sanju of all women no of all whores!"


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