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Dear Chase,

If I could bring back time, I think I would. Looking back at the past letters I've written to you, I could see that I was happy. Sure, you didn't really know me and I was suffering from restlessness because I want to tell you, but mostly it was positive feelings. But now...re-reading my recent letters...I AM SO BITTER IT HURTS. I thought it would make everything better if I tell you but it DIDN'T. I used to see the world with rosy, sunshine-infused glasses but now I'm getting unnecessary stress every time I see you (and the number of times I see you nowadays have increased now that I DON'T want to see you). I think the world is messing with me, to be honest.

Basically, I'm starting to low-key regret confessing to you even though it's my principle to never regret the things I do. You are an asshole but somehow I still like you.

- C

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Hey guys! I would just like to thank you all for your wonderful support! We're five chapters away from the ending. Can we please, please get letters to crushes to #100? Thank you!!

(edit: dedicated to notweirdjustbeingKLS for voting on all of the chapters and leaving lovely comments! Thank you so much!)


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