DEAR H. (l.s)

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23 March 16

Dear H,

I am writing to you whether you are listening or not.

I am not crazy.

I do not have problems like the voices in my head tell me.

I am normal.

But,

You haven't come back.

I thought I saw you a few days ago,

Though, I realize I'm beginning to lose track of what is real and what is a figment of my imagination.

I saw my doctor yesterday,

I wanted to tell him goodbye,

And thank you for everything you've done.

He told me he's sorry he couldn't help more,

And that I'll be going to the special hospital next week.

I told him okay.

I'm not going to go, though.

Life without my love is not life at all.

I have decided it's time to visit you.

I still love you, H.

Tomorrow is a new day.

The sun will still shine,

The birds will still chirp,

And no one will notice what I have done.

We will meet in the morning.

I love you.

I will see you soon.

Forever Yours,

L.