These tears I cried at 15

Describe a hot girl,

I yawned rubbing my eyes, so currently I was sitting in Ethan's backyard starring at the sunset go down with some hot coco and tracing a circle around the cup with my thumb.

I sighed and closed my eyes, laying my head on his shoulder. "You know Valentines is only two days away..." I scrunched my eyebrows and confusion and lifted my head to look up at him.

"I-I um I just assumed w-we were err umm hanging out," I giggled at his cuteness. "I just didn't think you were the romantic type," I shrugged looking at the sun set.

He blushed making me giggle again and he smiled. "For you I guess I am..." I felt my heart flutter and I quickly looked down blushing.

I started to pick my nails, he's so sweet, And I'm just me... I will never be good enough, why me out of all the girls, I'm not pretty, I don't even look hot compared to all the other girls. Ethan lifted my chin and I looked up to catch Ethan's memorizing eyes snapping me out of my daze but putting me in another one. "Describe a hot girl," I blurted out, before I could stop.

He chuckled and shook his head. He bit his lip and shrugged. "Blonde hair, huge boobs, brown eyes..." I nodded, "You know you described Kylie right?" He smiled and pushed a strand of my hair out of my face.

"You never said to describe a perfect girl," I smiled weakly feeling myself swoon over himself. "Maia... I know you believe your not perfect, but your perfect for me and that's why I lo-" he stopped himself his eyes widening and quickly cover himself up.

"Like you! That's why I like you!" I smirked and pinched his cheeks. "We're you about to say you love me Ethan Miller!!!" I laughed. He blushed smiling showing his teeth making me blush.

"Maybe," he smirked. I tugged on his shirt lightly, making him bend his head down and give me a slight kiss on the lips. I smiled, and he stroked the few strands of hair out of my face, all of the sudden the doorbell rang and he groaned getting up and taking my hand in his.

I quickly got up and followed him into the patio doors and walking over to the front but closing the door behind me first. He opened the doors and rolled his eyes letting his group of friends wander inside smirking and wooing, once they all were finally in he closed the door.

"Why are you guys here? Not to be rude or anything... Nah I'm totally playing with you, why are you guys here?" Drew rolled his eyes and sat on the couch with the rest of the guys and he spoke up. "Game night remember?" his mouth formed an 'O', guess he forgot football was on tonight.

I sighed in my mind and told him I'd see him tomorrow and hugged him goodbye making my way to the front door and leaving, closing it behind me. I walked down the driveway and made my way to the sidewalk, not having to walk even an inch to be in my front yard. I walked to my front door and opened it, locking it behind me.

--------------Valentines Day------------

"Your such an asshole!" I joked, jokingly punching his arm. "Come on just follow me," I rolled my eyes and nodded following him into his house.

I follow him up the stair case and once we entered his room, a pitch black room turned into a one lit up by tiny candles and roses leading all the way up to the bed.

My mouth fell open and I looked around the room and I gasped as I saw Polaroid pictures of us from years ago and currently in a shape of a heart, with lights surrounding it, saying happy valentines in the middle.

I quickly turned to him and wrapped my arms around his neck, with him instantly wrapping his arms around my stomach securely.

I rubbed my head against his neck and kissed it softly and laid my head back down, standing there for what felt like hours.

"Go get ready yeah?" I lifted my head and looked at him confused. "We're gonna have some fun, and no not dirty Maia, because I know you have a wonderful mind like mine," he said smirking knowingly, making me blush deeply.

He laced my fingers through his and pulled me towards the bathroom and I immediately felt the blush rising again that never got tamed. The bathtub was lit red, with rose petals on the top floating, over looking the city.

"Thank you!" I breathed out and he nodded and handed me a bag. "Something to wear tonight," he shrugged rubbing his hand behind his neck, meaning he's nervous.

I smiled and thanked him again as he walked out the door and let me get ready.

I locked the door and quickly stripped out of my clothes and went into the bath.

The smell of roses hit me and I instantly relaxed, letting my shoulders sink into the water, and lay my head onto the bathtub. One word perfection...
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(A/n- filler chapter!)