Unspoken love (boyxboy)

Chapter 13: Painful Goodbyes

Chapter 13: Painful Goodbyes

Kyle's POV

After Logan was forced to kick me out, I'll be honest, I was pissed. So I went to the fight club ironically a few streets from Logan's and blew off my steam there. Then I felt bad for leaving and knew I had to call the police so I did and here I am now.

I arrived with the police at Logan's house and completely broke down as I watched one by one as his family members were taken out of the house on stretchers. Poor innocent Kayla. I shouldn't have fucking left!!o

As Logan's father came out I stormed over to him.

" YOU BASTERD!! YOU WORTHLESS FUCKING BASTERD!! I HOPE YOU FUCKING DIE YOU SICK FUCKING BASTERD!! YOUR FUCKING SICK AND TWISTED!!! YOU FUCKING BASTERD!!!" I screamed tackling him from the police officers.

I punched him as hard as I could in his face. He deserves to fucking die!

" Son get off!!" A police man yelled and tackled me off Logan's father who laughed evilly and I had to be restrained so I didn't attack him again.

" Listen I understand he hurt some people but that was assault. I'll let it slide but you just can't be doing that."

" Where's Logan." I said emotionlessly.

" You mean the blue haired boy?" He asks confused.

" HIS NAME IS LOGAN!" I screamed at him tears streaming down my face.

" Calm down alright. Logan is on the way to the hospital, he's still alive but was choked unconscious then shot as the police came into the house. The bullet missed his heart by 1cm." The cop said apologetically.

I didn't waste anytime and raced towards the hospital. Please don't die on me Logan.

Logan's POV.

Everything was dark. I wandered blindly through a dark world towards a light I see at the end of the road.

" Logie?"

A voice calls. I turn in that direction.

" Who's there?" I shout out. I see a glimpse of blonde in the light in the distance and squint.

" Kayla." The voice replies. I start running. I reach the light and see Kayla, my 7 year old sister sitting calmly on a bench.

" Kayla what are you doing here? What are WE doing here? Wait where ARE we?" I ask. She pats the bench beside her and I sit down.

" Logan were in the black parade at the boulevard of broken dreams." She said calmly pointing towards the street sign. (A/N see what I did ^.^ greenday AND my chemical romance!!!)

" Your dream of protecting me failed so this is where we go when we die. Look." She whispered and pointed to the street.

" But I don't want to die! You shouldn't be dead either!!" I cry.

" Shhh just watch." She murmured. I looked towards the street and saw a a video of our life playing.

I saw myself as a 10 year old holding Kayla when she was just a baby.

The scene changed and I was 14 pushing Kayla on the swings.

I was 14, skin and bones, in the hospital scratching at my wrists sobbing.

I was 16 and I was with Nick and I was crying as he was kissing another guy staring right at me.

I was still 16 and Nick and I just broke up and I was sobbing watching him leave through my window.

I was 18 and was staring at the sunset with Kyle then I leaned in and kissed him.

Still 18, I was reliving the incident with my father.

Finally It was Kyle attacking my dad then sobbing all the way to the hospital.

" Logan people love you. I love you. Hang in there you've still got life left to live." Kayla said hugging me as I fell into blackness again.

Kyle's POV

I sat sobbing beside Logan's bed. The doctors said he was in some sorta coma but he should wake up today even. Even though I got good news about Logan, I feel like shit because I couldn't save him or Kayla.

" Kyle sweetie he's going to make it." My mom soothed but it didn't help.

" He (Logan's dad) deserves to fucking rot in hell." I snap suddenly getting mad.

" He WILL rot in.. jail." She tried. I shook my head and got up.

" I'll be back in a few hours." I muttered and headed to my usual fight spot to blow off some steam.

5 fights and $125 later, I was finally calmer. I was honestly so pissed not ONE guy landed a single punch on me.

" Has he woken up yet?" I asked my mom as I walked back into the hospital room. She shook her head sadly.

" No the doctors checked on him a while ago but nothing since."

I sighed and sat down beside the bed.

" I'll give you time alone. I'll be at home, call me if anything happens." My mom murmured and left quietly. That's when I let all my tears out.

Just watching him lay there motionless with all those wires attached to him, he looked so frail and helpless.

" Logan if you can hear me listen ok? I'm so sorry I let this happen to you. I should have done something instead I just got mad and left and didn't call the police. I should have called them sooner!! I'm sorry ok Logan. I'm so sorry. I'm so fucking sorry." I sobbed.

" I'm such a horrid boyfriend! I shouldn't have left you there! I knew he was gonna hurt you but I had to go!! Jesus Logan I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry." I whimpered.

" Kyle it's ok." Someone said coming behind me and hugging me. I snapped around to see a grief stricken Kale.

" No it's fucking not!! I was the one that could have gotten him out of there and I didnt!! I fucking didn't Kale and look what happened!!! His 7 year old sister is dead and I almost lost him too!!! It's all my fault!!!" I screamed.

" Sir I have to ask you to quiet down or you'll have to leave." A nurse said before walking off.

" I'm sorry I care about my boyfriend." I called sarcastically after her. That's when it hit me..

" I know what to do now." I suddenly said snapping my fingers.

" What?" Kale asked confused.

" I can't be with him." I stated tears now streaming down my face again. "Everything went downhill with his parents and stuff since we've been together. I'm bad for him."

" Kyle no. Your not bad for him. Calm down don't do something stupid." Kale tried. I shook my head.

" I want what's best for him Kale, the only way he can be at his best is is I'm not in the picture. Let me say goodbye." I said firmly tears clouding my vision.

Kale nodded defeated and I stood beside a motionless Logan.

" Logan, love If you can hear me please listen carefully." I sighed and buried my face in my hands for a minute then looks up at him.

" Logan I'm sorry to have to do this to you. I'm so sorry babe but...we can't be together anymore. I'm only hurting you." I whispered and gently kissed your forehead. I got up and headed to the doer but then stopped.

" I love you." I choked out and pushed open the door letting the rest of my tears out. I wasn't lying and now I have to leave my love to protect him. Fuck whoever invented love.

I was about to leave when a hoarse voice stopped me dead in my tracks.

" I love you too Kyle."

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