Anything for You

Eleven

Note: Everything will be on Courtney's point of view starting on this chapter. And it will start way back in their college days, so it's kind of a flashback. Please be guided and don't confuse yourselves ;)

11| The Boy Who Turned My World Upside Down

"Girl, okay ka lang ba? Namumutla ka" Tracy asked me with a hint of concern in in her voice.

I took a deep breath before nodding my head.

How can I explain that I felt conscious upon seeing a male private organ? I want to be an OB so it must be normal for me. But, d-amn, I felt anxious whenever I see one.

Should I blame myself for being a twenty-years-old virgin?

I know myself that I'm a liberated person. I grew up in New York and s-exual things are normal for my eyes. But it's really different whenever I saw a man's d-ick. I am watching p-orn but I am particular that I only watch those under the category of lesbians.

No, I am not a lesbian. I'm a hundred percent girl. I just don't know what's wrong with me.

I dated few men before. I kiss on first date. But they can never pass second base. I just don't see any of them deserving for my gorgeous body.

On my eighteenth birthday, one of my friends gave me a d-ildo. For her, I am the biggest loser for staying a virgin for eighteen long f-ucking years. To prove that I am not a loser as she thought, I've decided to pop my cherry that night. I have Dirk back then. I invited him on my room and we're already on a hot scene when he noticed the d-amn toy on my bedside table. He said it can spice up our moment so we must use that.

I am lost with the sensations that I didn't care what he's doing. All that matter is that it felt good. I just gasped when I felt a sharp pain between my legs. Dirk's face paled and he hurriedly went out the room.

The next day, I talked to him and he said he doesn't have an idea that I'm a virgin. He also admitted that he's scared of blood so he run away upon seeing my hymen bleeding.

With the disappointment I got that night, I never thought of having s-ex again. I just let myself enjoy the pleasure of m-asturbation.

I ditch my remaining classes for the day and went shopping instead.

The next day, I came a little early for my first class. I sat at my usual seat, which is located at the corner part of the room.

I overheard my classmates chatting about a hot man, who's really good in bed. I am new to this university so I am not that familiar with the campus heartthrobs yet.

Then an idea popped in my head. I'll get the attention of that Moises Nexiel Vergara they're talking about. I want my first s-ex to be memorable. I want a skilled man to be my lover on my first night.

I gathered information about that particular man. I learned that he's a typical playboy. He won't be hard to get. I stalked him and almost threw myself on him.

I know I'm beautiful and sexy, he won't resist me. And I got his attention on a party. We almost did it when I felt something weird on my body.

And to my disappointment, it was my time of the month. He said, we can do it for real some other time before he left me.

I continue stalking him at the campus. It's been over a week since our last encounter.

I saw him again in a bar last night and we danced. We're about to leave the place but my friend, Tracy, pulled me and said it's an emergency. I pulled her hair when she said that the 'emergency' she's talking about is about getting off her boyfriend's claws. She wanted out of their relationship but the d-ickhead won't agree.