// entry ninety-one //

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12:26am, the 7th of September on a Monday


// falling and failing: i can't say i've ever fallen in love because i was always searching and always looking. there were no accidents in the mistakes i made because i made them with intent. falling occurs when you're not looking and when you are unaware but how can i fall in love when i keep searching around every corner and around every bar and giving my heart away to strangers in attempts to find my other half? //

// keys: he played the piano similar to the way he played his games with me; effortlessly. //

// me: i try my hardest to not become found, and yet at the same time i want you to find me in every song and every memory. i want my name to appear in every book and the cognitive dissonance to make every thought spill out everything you know about me. //

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