9:57pm, Thursday 4th of June 2015
// it's a metaphor: I want to spill my beans in the most cliche of analogies and I want you to know me inside and out in the most overused metaphoric kind of ways //
// difference: the difference between you and i sweetheart is not our age, although we are a few years apart. it is not the colour of our skin which mine might be a few shades lighter. it isn't even our names which have first letters that are on the complete opposite sides of the alphabet. the difference between you and i darling is that i don't let those kind of characteristics define me. //
// smoker: he breathed in toxins, he inhaled a literal ideal of death and yet it confused me how yet still he managed to hold an irrational fear of such small things like heights and spiders. //
// bullseye: i became a target for his fictitious abuse and he wondered why his dreamt up girl became a recluse in his made up world. //
// space-time continuum: he had black holes in his heart that not even the entirety of the universe could fill. //
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if i don't say this i'll explode // a book of poetry
Poetrya book of poetry // because if i don't say this i'll explode, there's too much white noise in my head that needs to be transferred to the blank spaces in the sky and the unfulfilled breaths of the air we breathe. 20 year old girl from Melbourn...