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Love isn't always rainbows, cupcakes or even fairy tales. It's not even like those stories about a smokin' hot man willing to do everything just to prove you that he loves you.

Love isn't felt on the first heartbeat once you saw someone so handsome.

Love is misconceived, it is misunderstood. Binubulag tayo ng mga nababasa natin at napapanood, hindi ganoon ang pag-ibig.

Relationships doesn't always happen between two people who instantly fell for one another and will fortunately marry in the future.

Hindi ganoon ang love. The truth about love is painful.

He'll court you, you'll fall for him. Everything will be perfect and doon mo mararamdaman ang true love kuno, pero as the years passed by of being together doon mo makikita ang katotohanan ng pag-ibig.

The once burning fire will slowly turn into ice. From long sweet messages to curses and coldness.

Makikita mo ang pag-ibig sa kung papaano ka niya titigan ng may pagmamahal patungo sa titig na malamig pero nakakapaso.

Makikita mo ang pag-ibig sa kung papaanong pinangako niya sayong 'priority kita' patungo sa 'sorry, hahanapin ko muna sarili ko.'

Makikita mo ang pag-ibig sa kung papaanong inilaan niya ang buong oras niya sayo hanggang sa ikaw na mismo ang magmakaawa ng atensyon.

Do I still want love if it's all betrayal?

The concept of betrayal in every moment that I felt cheated. Dinaya ng mga pangakong unti unti na palang sinusulat sa buhangin.

I don't want love if it's all pain and shortcomings.

I just don't want it. I will never want it.

Somewhere in the past, in the year 20xx:

"Anong oras ka ba susunduin ni Kirby?", tanong sa akin ni Ree, my best friend.

Nasa McDonald's kami sa SM and mukhang napansin niya na kanina pa ako nasulyap sa wrist watch ko. I was waiting for my boyfriend Kirby to pick me up dahil may date pa kami mamayang six.

"I texted him two hours ago pero mukhang hindi niya naman nababasa pa.", I answered her.

These past few weeks were difficult for the both of us to meet dahil sa dami ng ginagawa niya. I would asked him to go out with me pero madalas niyang dahilan ay nag-thethesis pa siya and his schedule is really not that flexible. I understand, he's a graduating student, kaya malamang ay busy nga ito.

"Busy na naman?", she sarcastically said. I glared at her pero she just stared at me while eating french fries. Ibang klase talaga ang attitude ng babaeng ito.

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