"He said it was okay, so I was slightly calmer, but he left again. He just...he just left...I didn't....I didn't want him to leave yet.....Was he ever even there? Was that really him? I can't tell. Why did he leave? Did I do something wrong? Does he think I'm crazy? I didn't mean to...I'd like to think he was real, but I really can't tell. They're being a little quieter now, so I really want to think he was real- never mind, I lied. They're really loud. I didn't want him to leave. I wish he had stayed longer...did I do something wrong? He seemed kinda nervous...was it because of what I said? Did he get nervous because he thinks I'm crazy? I hope he doesn't think I'm crazy....They're getting louder again. My energy is excessively zapped Right now."
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Hide's Journal/ The Wilted Sunflower
FanfictionWorking title: "but that's okay"/"I guess I deserve it"/"They say it helps" Character: Hide Headcanon: ADHD Hide taking 40mg Vyvanse "I started taking vyvanse a few weeks ago. They say it's supposed to help. I guess it does..." =====================...
