"I tried to do it last night. I couldn't do it. I was too scared. I was crying. I tried to call Kaneki. He didn't pick up. He really does hate me. I tried again and again. I kept getting voicemail. I deserve it. I deserve it. I deserve it. They keep telling me everything I caused. I've messed everything up. I didn't mean to. I messed up everything for him. I deserve it. I deserve it. Ring. Ring. Ring. I deserve it. I deserve it. Ring. Ring. Ring. I deserve it. I don't need food. He hates me. Ring. Ring. My stomach hurts. Everything is scary. Ring. Ring. Ring. I can't sleep. I'm very tired. Ring. Ring. Ring. I curled up on the floor. Nobody likes me. I'm a screw up. Voicemail."
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Hide's Journal/ The Wilted Sunflower
FanfictionWorking title: "but that's okay"/"I guess I deserve it"/"They say it helps" Character: Hide Headcanon: ADHD Hide taking 40mg Vyvanse "I started taking vyvanse a few weeks ago. They say it's supposed to help. I guess it does..." =====================...
