Torn!!

The hospital!!!

We had finally got to the hospital in London and I texted the girls letting them know I was there

'Hey girls just got to London and Harry still hasn't told me the reason Louis is in the hospital, ill keep you updated love ya'

'Hey Sky be careful you know what London is like G x'

'Sky don't worry he's gunna be fine H x'

'Dont do anything stupid Alicia x'

'Come back safe to us Amy x'

'I hope he's okey Sky Mahira x'

After I finished texted the girls Harry took my hand and I looked at him

Harry: come on

Me: *sigh* lets get this over with

I climbed out of Harry's car and he grabbed my hand as he knew what was coming and I just walked down the empty dull hall it felt like it went on forever when we reached the ward Louis was at Harry stopped

Harry: are you sure you wanna do this

I just nodded and we walked onto the ward there was sick people everywhere we took a right turn and at the end of the hall was Louis in a room of his own

Harry: Sky I'm here for you, you can do this

Me: okey

I had tears in my eyes already as I walked into the room I bursting out in tears, laid in the hospital bed was my Louis but he was all wired up and on oxygen and really white he didn't look like my Louis at all, he was lifeless I looked around the room and Niall couldn't even look at me, Harry had tears in his eyes, Zayn had tears rolling down his face and Liam well Liam was the strongest out of all of them.

Me: what happened to him what happened to my baby

Liam: he's *sigh* just look at his wrists

I looked at Liam and then Harry and then I walked over to Louis and lifted his arm and on his wrist we cuts really deep cuts, I put his arm down carefully and I ran out of the room and Niall and Harry ran after to me I found the nearest wall and drove my fist into it bursting open my knuckles I punched it again and again until I felt nothing in my hand, it took Harry and Niall five minutes to find me and I was sat on the floor with my head in between my knees. Harry pulled me up and into his chest and I clung to him for dear life.

Harry: Niall take her, I need to get a doctor

Niall came over and Harry made our gap bigger and Niall got in the middle and Harry let go and I clung to Niall, Harry went to find a doctor

Niall: Hey hey come on it's gunna be okey, Louis is gunna be fine

Me: how can you say that look at the state he is in and it's all my fault

Niall: no it's not you fault when Louis left you the first day he found you he cut himself that night but then he saw you tweeted and he was so happy and then when you never messaged him back he thought you hated him and he went and cut deeper and then when you walked out on him he then cut again and went back to Maisie then yesterday she told him she was cheating on him and he was so upset bc he thought she could help him get over you but it made it worse he missed you more than ever so he cut a little too deep

Me: it's all my fault ITS ALL MY F*CKING FAULT

I broke out of Niall's hold and punch the wall another three times and he tried to grab me and pull me in but I ran down the hall to Louis and I started screaming at him

Me: YOU COME BACK TO ME LOUIS YOU HEAR ME YOU WAKE AND COME BACK TO ME

I then ran back out and passed Harry the doctor and Niall and out onto the streets of London and I started running across the road and then it was darkness

Okey guys short I know but hope you like it <3 - Sky xxxx