Torn!!

Getting Over You!!

There is no getting over Louis Tomlinson I've been trying for the past 6 months when he first left me, I tried everything it's just so hard like I said one simply does not get over Louis William Tomlinson. Tonight me and the girls were going to a party all though I knew it would do know good, it was 6 o'clock so I turned on the 6 o'clock news and I saw Louis and his girlfriend Maisie. I turned it up to see what was said

News reporter: OneDirection's Louis Tomlinson admitted to dating Warrington girl Maisie Stones they said they had been dating for 4 months now and they both say they love each other and that they hope to have a happy life together.

I just started to cry and I put my head in my hands and continued to listen to what was being said, when the girls came in and saw what I was watching

Amy: Sky you can't keep tormenting you self with him

Georgia turned the TV off and dragged me up stairs and sat me down in a chair and started to brush my hair she was getting me ready for tonight but I didn't really wanna go, I just wanted to stay home and eat Nutella for the rest of my life but the girls were so keen on me going to pop (nightclub) with them. After Georgia did my hair, Amy did my make up and Hafsah, Alicia, Mahria found me something nice to wear. Then they all got ready while I slipped into my dress they choose for me.

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1 hour later - Pop

We had been in pop for about 30 minutes now and the girls had gone back up for another round of drinks I was just sat there waiting for them to come back, when they came back they handed me my drink and then went to dance and I saw a few lads that were dancing with them, they were having so much fun. I was so depressed so I got up and went to the bathroom, I took off my bracelets and the bandage underneath and I took my broke razor out of my purse (I always kept it in there just incase I really wanted to) and dug the metal into my wrist it started bleeding and I felt relief run through my body as I slashed into my wrist again then I put it away and covered my wrist again and I went back to where I was sitting the girls hadn't noticed I'd gone so I just downed my drink I just wanted to go home or drink myself to death, I got up and found Georgia.

Me: Im going home

Georgia: you want me to come with you

Me: no stay her and have fun ill see you tomorrow or later

I hugged her and left the club and walked home it took me about 45 minutes to get home but I didn't mind gave me time to think about things, I looked out of my window to see Maisie walking up to Jackson's front door I watched to see what she did next, when Jackson answered the door she kissed him and he picked her up and took her in, I couldn't believe it Maisie was cheating on Louis. Oh what did I care it's not my problem.

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The next day - 10 o'clock

I got woke up by my phone ringing it was Harry, why was Harry Styles phoning me

Me: hey Harry what's up

Harry: Hey Sky it's Louis

Me: what's about him

Harry: He's in the hospital he's in a bad way

Me: what's happened?!

Harry: you better come down

Me: but aren't you on tour

Harry: yea but we on break we got a week left

Me: oh right you in London

Harry: yea are you coming down, bc ill come pick you up if you want

Me: please Harry if you wouldn't mind but what about Maisie

Harry: Louis told her to go away that he didn't love her, he told her if she came back he would just ignore her that he loved some one else

Me: oh, how long will you be Harry

Harry: about 4-5 hours

Me: okey see you soon thanks Harry

Harry: it's no problem bye Sky

I put the phone down and got out of bed and went to the bathroom and got ready but I was itching for my razor I wanted to cut so bad, so I did I needed to I was too worried about Louis not too. After I dressed my wrists I phoned the girls and told them to come over about 15 minutes later I heard them come in.

Mahira: hey Sky you okey

That was it I couldn't hold it I just burst out into tears and ran upstairs and I heard them follow me.

Alicia: Sky what's wrong

Georgia: Sky babe let us in

I opened the door and let them in, they all crowded me giving me hugs

Hafsah: now tell us what's wrong

Me: it's Louis

Amy: what about him

Me: he's in the hospital

Hafsah: why

Me: I dunno Harry is coming to pick me up he will be here in about 4 hours

Georgia: oh Sky I'm sorry

Alicia: Sky what happened to your wrist

Me: nothing why

The girls eyes darted at my wrist

Amy: then why do you have a bandage on

Me: erm I erm forget it

The girls looked at each other and Georgia nodded, I was confused and then the girls jumped on me and wrestled me to the floor and pinned my arms and legs down and Amy took my bandage off and her face dropped and I rolled my head to my right side and tears fell even more now, they all got off and I just sat up and covered my wrist and they all looked at me

Alicia: one question Sky, Why?!

Hafsah: and one from me, ARE YOU F*CKING INSANE?!

I new they were angry at me, but most of all Hafsah was the angriest bc she was swearing and she never swore, I felt so bad but it had been done I couldn't change that.

4 hours later

Me and the girls had been talking for 4 hours now, we was happily sitting there talking about random things when my phone rang it was Harry

Me: hello

Harry: hey Sky I'm outside you ready to go

Me: yea ill be right down

Harry: see you in a minute

I hung up

Me: I'm sorry girls but Harry is outside and I have to go

Georgia: it's okey go and let us know when you get there

Me: okey love you all

Girls: love you too

I left my house and saw Harry waiting for me, I climbed into his car and he looked so upset

Me: how are you and how's Louis

Harry: I'm fine but I'm not so sure about Louis

Me: what happened

Harry: ill tell you on the way

Harry set off and we started driving to London, I hope Louis was okey I couldn't forgive myself if anything happened to him

Hope you like it guys, so what will happen to Louis will he survive and what really happened to him and will Sky stop cutting?! Read on to find out love ya - Sky xxxxx