Deadly love

Lets Wait

I wanted him so bad. I never wanted it with any man more. I pulled him closer and grind my hips against him as kissed my lips feeling me through my clothing.

Then after all that he pulled back and just looked at me. " Whats wrong? " I ask confused.

" I can't do this " He says. I just looked at him. I never felt more embarassed and hurt before. He played me. He just told me no. What was wrong with me.

"Fuck this and you G. You knew what you were doing " I say pushing him off of me. He had managed to get my underware off and all that before. He pushed me back on the bed and held me down. " No get the fuck off me.. You can't do it remember? Im not you're type. Im just some hoe you met "

I was going to cry again. Oh god what was this nigga doing to me?!

" Chyna calm the fuck down ard ? Thats not the problem. I like you and all. Thats the problem. Girl one night with me will fuck up yo whole life. If I get you tricking gon' be a thang of yo past unless you want my foot up you're ass. " He says.

" Whatever "

" Nah for real ma. I like you. I want to take things slow. If you down with that I am. But im not gon' be with nobody I got to share with everybody you feel me ? That ain't fair on my party shawty " Just the way he talked was turning me on. Shit. Shit Chyna just forget about sex for a mintue. Listen to what the man is saying.

I thought it all over and smiled. Damn he was the first dude I ever heard that from. " Fine okay " I say.

" yo big head ass better have said that " Such a clown

" shut up " I said trying to move him off of me with my little body frame.

"you gon try and be with me ?" He asked.

" didn't you just asked me that ? Damn how many times you want me to say it ?"

" forreal doe no more fucking with these lame ass clowns cause all that's gon do is piss me off "

" you acting like we working on a committed relationship. We ain't even friends and you telling me to stop fucking with niggas that pay my bills " I had to think about that shit for a minute I kinda got caught in the moment.

" FUCK !! Why is it always about money withchu girl ? " he said an irritated voice.

" what do you want from me exactly ? To give up shit I've been doing for years to sit and be with you ? It doesn't work like that "

" you can try, Look im not going to make you do anything you don't wanna do , so we just gon leave at that "

I felt kinda bad maybe I should give him a chance .

Maybe we should take things slow.

Maybe it's time for me to stop tricking. All these damn maybes got my head spinning.

( should chyna give Christian a chance ?

Should they take it slow and get to know each other better ?

Million doller question ~SHOULD CHYNA STOP TRICKING ?

- Deja )