i didnt want to give him the saticfaction of seeing me cry, i wouldnt let him see me cry. i grabbed Kayla and we ran for the bus, the whole bus journey i was silent i was thinking about all the things he had said to me just the other day, telling me he loved me and i was his one and only when he was linking other girls, beating other girls, lipsing other girls. i needed to forget about him, i wanted to feel special, like someone needed me, the feeling i felt right now could make me commit suicide. i remembered Kayla had that zoot on her, i turned to her and saw her staring right back at me, she pulled a dirty face and i almost jumped out my skin, i hate when she looks at me like that she looked like a witch. She laughed.
"what the fuck man" i said laughing, at least she'd lifted my mood abit but it wasnt enough
"i knew i could make you smile" she said bussing out laughing again
"naah you tried to give me nightmares, i beg you dont do that ever again in your life!" i said giving her the serious look
"looool yeah yeah whatever" she said still laughing.
"have you still got the zoot? im feeling to get ROCKED." i said
"yeah yeah, i dont really wanna get too high, im goin to link Rhys later" she started licking her lips.
"hmm." is all i said i couldn't be asked to ask her what she was gonna do with him, dutty girl.
Our stop came and we got off and walked to the normal spot for smoking; down the alley next to the pub. Kayla rolled up the zoot and lit it, i was gettin so gassed soon this feeling will leave and i will have forgotten about that dickhead for a couple hours.
She took the first pull.
Then i took 3 big ones.
She took another one.
I took a couple more.
*ROCKED MODE!*
It felt like i was walking on air, i felt like jumping off the top of a building and flying.
"LIKE A G6 LIKE A G6" Kayla was screaming out
I was getting soo gassed i stood skanking in the middle of the road, whining up my body and all sorts.
From a far i saw two figures i think it was Ashley and Rhy, as we got closer to the figures it was, i quickly grabbed Kayla and we sat on the pole by shops.
"oh my god, t-man's coming over, oh my god, what if he asks me to beat, woii his 2 inch cocky in my pum pum" i was whispering in Kayla's ear
She started giggling like some fool, i was being serious :|.
"Ahh yes they're coming over, right heres the plan, im gonna go over there in tha bush and get fucked from the back screamin lalala" she started bussin out laughing
I was creasing, but i dont even know why, i knew thats exactly what she was gonna do LOOOOOL.
T-man and Rhys came even closer, i was gettin nervous.
What was i meant to say when i was alone with him? 'Oh how was pen' - erm no i dont fink so.
I was sitting here thinking, until i looked up and saw him standing over me smiling his sexy smile. I started grinning bare teeth, then i looked over to Rhys and my face dropped. Ew :&. Hes soooo foul, i actually dunno what Kayla sees in him he looks like a cross between T.I and Giggs and trust me its not a nice looking person at all. Ew.
"Errr ur butters" i said to Rhys. it kinda slipped out, you know when you think something and u say it out loud, yeah! woopsies
T-man started bussin out laughing and Kayla was looking at me like i had just spat in her mouth and Rhys looked burnt. Oh wells they'll get over it.
Kayla screwed me and stormed off with Rhys into the bush, loool i told you she was a hoeeee.
I turned to T-man and started giggling, he looked soo damn finee.
"you're rocked to the maxx" he said laughing his sexy laugh.
"no im not" i said my words slurring
"your not buzzin no?" he said raising one eyebrow
"nahhhh im not buzzin" i said then burst out laughing
He went as if he was gonna punch me in my face and i reacted like a minute later, that was some scary shit fam.
I screamed and jumped off the pole, i felt like i was gonna die.
" i told you, you was buzzin, try lie to me and dat." he said pulling me back onto the pole
i started giggling at nothing, this whole situation was just hilarious.
I finally stopped giggling and he turned to face me.
"Mans feeling you yunah" he said and looked me in the eyes.
I started grinning bare teeth; i was happs rudeboy, having this fine fine shawty telling me hes feeling me, woiii gettin a nigga gassed and tings.
i was about to reply when i felt his sexy mosturised lips against mine, kissing me, oh my god t-man was kissing me. His mouth tasted like chewing gum and smoke-BOWED MIX!
i dunno how he could carry on kissing me with my weed breath but hey-ho. he was still kissing me :)
he started nibbling on my lip and i was getting excited.
He pulled away and looked at me
"Sorry i've been wanting to do that since the day i saw you" he said grinning showing his beautiful straight white teeth.
Just as i was about to lean in for another kiss i see Kayla come out the bush with leaves and shit in her hair, Rhys following behind her. ew!
She came over to us and had a screw face on i swear she should be happs? she just got the cocky she's been going on about all day :S she's weird bruv.
"you ready to go yet?" she said bluntly
"yeahyeah, whats wrong with you" i replied.
"i'll tell you later" she said screwing Rhys.
"okaayy" i said smiling at her
I turnt to t-man and smiled at him.
"byee" i said
"bye babes, ping man doe" he said and winked at me.
i nodded and left, ahh hes soo finee. :)
When we got back to mine i jumped in my bed and slept like a fat bastard after running 100m.
Ahh sweet dreams :)
