IM SORRY IF THIS ISNT AN UPDATE.
IM SORRY GUYS BUT IF YOURE FROM MY COUNTRY AND IDF IF IT WAS IN THE NEWS OR SOMETHING BUT..
IM ONE OF THE VICTIMS OF THE CAR ACCIDENT WHICH HAPPENED JULY, 19 2015. PAST 8PM, AT SLEX.
THE VEHICLE I WAS IN TRAMPLED OVER AND LOST ITS CONTROL AND WE ENDED UP IN A HUGE WRECK. THERE WAS (IDK WHAT HAPPENED TBH BC IM STILL IN SHOCK BUT THIS IS WHAT I HEARD..) THIS 10 WHEELER TRUCK IN FRONT OF THE VEHICLE I WAS IN WHO DROPPED ITS RESERVED TIRE WHICH ENDED UP THE MIDDLE OF THE HIGHWAY WITH CARS SPEEDING UP TO 80-100km/ph. THE TRUCK DIDNT EVEN KNOW THE COMMOTION IT MADE AND KEPT ON DRIVING. THE VEHICLE I WAS RIDING ENDED UP CRASHING ON THE HUGE TIRE WHICH MADE IT LOOSE ITS CONTROL AND WE SWIRVED AND ALL AND WE HIT ANOTHER CAR. I WAS LUCKY ENOUGH TO BE HOLDING UNTO SOMETHING I COULDNT REMEMBER WHAT WAS IT AND THATS WHY I DIDNT END UP OUT OF THE VEHICLE OR SOMETHING WORST. I WAS ABOUT TO LOOSE MY CONSCIOUSNESS AND EVERYTHING WAS BLURRY BECAUSE IVE HIT MY HEAD, HARD, MULTIPLE TIMES AND PPL WERE SHOUTING, SAYING "GET OUT!" CAUSING ME TO STAY AWAKE AND I ENDED UP WALKING OVER AND STEPPING OVER A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO WERE SEATED ON THE OTHER SIDE..I JUST..SORRY, ITS JUST THAT ITS REALLY HARD TO EXPLAIN WHAT HAPPENED BC IM STILL REALLY CONFUSED MYSELF AND IM...I DONT KNOW, BUT,
FIRST OF ALL, I WANTED U GUYS TO KNOW THAT IM OKAY BUT IM SUFFERING HEAD TRAUMA AND A BIT OF CONCUSSION. IM CONFUSED TBH AND EVERYTHING IS STILL REPLAYING INSIDE MY HEAD. THE WHOLE ACCIDENT KEEPS HAUNTING ME AND I SPACE OUT A LOT JUST THINKING ABOUT IT.
IM SCARED AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO OR WHY IM EVEN WRITING THIS TO EVEN LET YOU GU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED.
IM REALLY SORRY.
AS I WAS SAYING, IM SUFFERING HEAD TRAUMA AND IM CURRENTLY WEARING A C COLLAR OR A NECK BRACE WHATEVER YOU CALL IT AND I HAVE MULTIPLE BRUISES ALL OVER ME AND SMALL GUSHES AND OPEN WOUNDS BUT IM OKAY AND IM ALIVE, THATS WHAT MATTERS..(i think).
SORRY IF I GAVE YOU GUYS A SCARE OR SOMETHING TO THOSE WHO KNOWS ME PERSONALLY AND IS READING THIS...THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE LOVE AND WARM MESSAGES YOU'RE SENDING ME VIA SMS AND ALL. I LOVE YOU GUYS AND YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I FELT WHEN DEATH WAS ABOUT TO GET ME. THE SOUND OF PEOPLE CRYING AND BONES CRUSHING AND EVERYTHING...ITS ALL HAUNTING ME AND IDK HOW TO RECOVER FROM THIS BECAUSE IM REALLY SCARED TO GO OUTSIDE AND EMBARRASSED OF WHAT I LOOK LIKE RIGHT NOW IN THIS STATE.
I CAN STILL HEAR THE AMBULANCE SIRENS AND POLICE RADIOS IN MY HEAD.
IM TRYING TO BE OKAY AND ITS JUST THAT IM SORRY TO REALLY DISAPPOINT ALL OF YOU BECAUSE YOU'VE WAITED FOR ME TO UPDATE BUT HERE I AM, WRITING THIS. IM VERY IRRESPONSIBLE THAT I GOT INTO AN ACCIDENT AND NOW I CANT MAKE YOU GUYS HAPPY BECAUSE I CANT WRITE AN UPDATE BUT IM REALLY TRYING TO EVEN THOUGH I NEED TO REST.
I HOPE YOU GUYS UNDERSTAND IF I COULDNT WRITE AN UPDATE RIGHT AWAY BUT IM REALLY TRYING NOW TO GET EVERYTHING OUT OF MY HEAD.
I LOVE YOU AND IM SORRY.
-Paola Camille. x
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