Prologue:
It's so hard writing a book when your head is full of thoughts, and they're not the thoughts you want to be thinking about when your mother is keeping close eye on you!
Hi, I'm Amber, I live in California with my mom. I'm 17 and soon i will turn 18. But with the thought of being able to do so much more is hard to get your head around when the guy you have had a crush on for six months lives next door, is in your class and has been a family friend for seven years.
Yeah, kind of a bummer!
This is my story of how i cope and finally get the guy of my dreams! even if it was the weird way around things.
